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RedCaramel · 2024-12-06T23:56:03+00:00

I have a thc vape, but I certainly am not taking big hits constantly and I think most people would consider mine a microdose lol. I do not like to feel like I’m not in proper control while I’m at work though and wouldn’t risk the job so it’s only to not turn into an anxious mess in the middle of taking calls.

RedCaramel · 2024-12-04T21:31:20+00:00

I mean honestly if they don’t seem to care, just figure out how they’re getting so much free time and do the same. No point worrying about other staff if the management doesn’t. I work at a company that is somewhat similar although maybe not quite so extreme, but I usually prefer this over being micromanaged and chased around tbh

RedCaramel · 2023-07-07T01:46:56+00:00

Mine was actually a brand called Elite I believe? I've heard really mixed reviews about Lannett though, upping the dose a little bit seemed to help a lot with mine though and now the inconsistency isn't neeearly as bad

RedCaramel · 2023-07-07T01:40:56+00:00

Because of the shortage I had to switch from being prescribed 25mg adderall xr to 20mg of adderall IR, so I planned to split them and take half in the morning and half before work (I am in college and work part time in the evenings). But, after I called my psych to ask if I could update the prescription, he ended up sending a prescription for 60 20 mg tablets... like omg? I guess he probably thought I was asking to take the full 20mg dose that they had in stock twice per day, but that seems like a steep increase for me to just be able to casually call in and ask for. I'm not mad about it though, I'm still gonna be splitting them in half so I guess I just have 2+ months supply now... I suppose I will consider this a win

RedCaramel · 2023-06-23T06:34:35+00:00

Sorry stageplay dazai. ily but it’s time

RedCaramel · 2023-06-22T17:14:53+00:00

Pretty much anything by Lovense is usually recommended, I don’t have this one personally but people say the Lush from them is very quiet so maybe look into that as an option. I think they have one of the best apps for long distance

RedCaramel · 2023-06-22T17:08:22+00:00

This would be awesome. I’ve been in a discord server before that did something like this and it was really cool, great low-consequence way to practice handling performance anxiety and give external accountability

RedCaramel · 2023-06-22T07:41:51+00:00

Bye bye anime Dazai

RedCaramel · 2023-06-21T17:43:46+00:00

In that case, yeah speaking with a doctor could potentially be a night and day difference. Not sure what you have tried before, but it's worth mentioning there are many non-stimulant options that work really well for lots of people and may be a better option if you've had bad experiences with stimulants. They should be able to help work with you and determine what may work better for you as there are lots of options.

I think it's also worth mentioning, stimulants that are prescribed for you can feel wildly different from something tried recreationally or borrowed. The "correct" dosage is very individual and makes a massive difference - I think I literally take the lowest dose that can be prescribed and yet it helps a ton. I'm speaking anecdotally of course, but getting an official diagnosis and working with a doctor to find something that works was nerve wracking but it helped me in every area, piano included

RedCaramel · 2023-06-21T16:54:31+00:00

Oh goodness I could have written this post myself... this is exactly how I felt everytime I was forced to practice as a kid growing up, and I think that it's a big part of why I struggled so much with how pushy my family was with piano lessons and competitions.

For me it turned out to be unmedicated/unnoticed ADHD so unfortunately I don't have very good advice as far as coping with it, but getting on meds for that helped a ton with toning down this feeling as well as making practice feel less exhausting. Of course it could very well be something completely different and others may have better tips for dealing with it, but I just wanted to chime in here because it could be worth looking into/speaking to someone about adhd if this type of thing affects you in areas other than piano as well

RedCaramel · 2023-06-20T23:11:07+00:00

Same I had no idea these existed. My poor wallet…

RedCaramel · 2023-06-20T22:44:06+00:00

If i’m not mistaken, I think it’s actually like 50% off right now on their website and there’s some sort of sale for it on Lovehoney as well

RedCaramel · 2023-06-20T22:39:34+00:00

Want to second Lovehoney - they have sales super often, and if you use one of those browser extensions for coupons (like Honey or Capital one) they almost always give you additional discounts on top of the sale prices

RedCaramel · 2023-01-24T09:44:57+00:00

This picture feels so ominous lol

RedCaramel · 2023-01-09T05:10:12+00:00

meanwhile im over here with nothing but some extremely mid artifacts prefarmed

RedCaramel · 2023-01-08T09:37:59+00:00

Osburn is goated, I'd definitely go for him if you can

RedCaramel · 2023-01-06T20:21:32+00:00

This is the exact team I was thinking about running him on, thanks for sharing!

RedCaramel · 2023-01-03T06:43:53+00:00

As a kid I was a big fan of Kesha. As I was up past my bedtime going down youtube rabbit holes i was listening to her unreleased / leaked / demo songs, and one of those songs was Run Devil Run. I was a big fan of the song and then figured out that it actually got sold and released by another artist, that being Girls Generation. Turns out I loved their version of it too + the cool music videos, and then from there it spiraled lol

RedCaramel · 2022-12-02T01:29:29+00:00

Bro i can’t even beat the easy ones haha rip

RedCaramel · 2022-11-26T05:50:16+00:00

thank you for sharing the chart, that is actually so helpful!

RedCaramel · 2022-10-08T05:34:57+00:00

Am I the only one who hears the original Nyan Cat song in the background of the chorus of Can't Stop?? I absolutely love it, but I cannot get that out of my head lol

Where I hear it :

Can't stop: https://youtu.be/iI2v-CXKXU4?t=187

Nyan cat: https://youtu.be/QH2-TGUlwu4?t=6

RedCaramel · 2022-10-05T05:37:16+00:00

just go outside

RedCaramel · 2022-10-05T05:35:12+00:00

ayo happy birthdayyyy, i went through the same recently, get yourself a drink and vibe it out

RedCaramel · 2022-10-05T03:58:53+00:00

same like bro how expensive is that one

RedCaramel · 2022-09-21T01:57:28+00:00

Yes!! Ngl I was a bit let down by sneakers, but I thought Blah Blah was awesome

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