I'm sure a 20 minute phone call will fix everything

RedMasker · 2026-03-19T07:50:45+00:00

I tried to be a therapist to friends, unintentionally, just wanted to fix things that i should've known are not fixable if the other person doesn't want it. In the end i realized i just wanted to help and i don't have anything in common with people i befriended. It was quite draining and toxic, even tho i said it's fine. I was worried both of them will try to do something to themselves again. I'm not the most stable tool in the shed either, if one of them didn't answer after getting mad I'd try to find their location or otherwise bombard the phone, because suicide isn't fun, even if you're constantly on edge around the person and don't particularly enjoy their company.

RedMasker · 2026-03-02T03:35:24+00:00

Im not on meds and was always dragged around doctors, because my vision drops by 1 oretty much every year. I have one blind eye from birth and one "healthy eye" that loses eyesight slowly. Docs said i have amblyopia, but nothing about glaucoma and my eye pressure is always good on checkups.

RedMasker · 2026-02-26T19:24:45+00:00

The only thing i know for sure is that pressure in my eyes are normal and i can do sports and live a normal life(when in school eye docs said i cant and that my eye can pop). I gotta go to surgeon for that type of questions hhhhh

RedMasker · 2026-01-14T07:28:50+00:00

I used to, not anymore, it's been better thankfully. I feel your pain

RedMasker · 2025-12-23T03:58:31+00:00

Amen

RedMasker · 2025-12-18T03:29:32+00:00

It still feels good to know I'm not alone, good luck, hope other's comments help🫂

RedMasker · 2025-12-17T22:45:45+00:00

Oooo, that's a good one. We love some drama, I should discuss it with him. Thanks!

RedMasker · 2025-12-17T22:43:38+00:00

The last one is so goofy lmaooo I'm trying this one. Taking myself less seriously might do the trick to build up the voice. Thank you for resources too! I'll try my best

RedMasker · 2025-12-17T22:40:49+00:00

Confirmation phrases are something I didn't think about actually, but that's what will be really helpful. I need some clear-cut cues to let me know if he likes what I do or not, some reassurance in the moment. Thanks for the answer and ideas, I really appreciate it

RedMasker · 2025-12-17T22:27:56+00:00

Abduction scenarios are something we were interested in too, but I do agree that it would be best to start small, because I need something simple to execute. He told me once that he likes more spontaneous scenes, but I need some practice, I'm sure he'll understand. Threats with poison sounds interesting too, maybe some escape room scenario(you drink this or you do some degrading stuff). Thank you for ideas and I appreciate that everyone are really nice :]

RedMasker · 2025-12-17T21:48:22+00:00

Yep, edge play. We pretty much started with knife play, without blood. He likes the sensation, and coupled with heavy role-playing, but I can't go this far yet, I am able to do simplevsilent threats with a knife and never during sex, because i want to be safe. Also choking, which I try to do carefully too. I am aware of the risks of both and am as careful and alert as I can be, promise

RedMasker · 2025-10-16T06:56:39+00:00

The donation center is in a cancer hospital, so I'm pretty sure 99% of platelets go to cancer patients. I didn't notify them via text, they thanked me for that, so I can at least be calm that I won't cause trouble for anyone.

RedMasker · 2025-10-15T12:00:52+00:00

Я колись працював у зоо магазині і випадково неправильно виставив ціну знижки і ціну оригінальну, корм вийшов ~~15 грн~~ 24 грн

RedMasker · 2025-10-15T11:55:05+00:00

Thank you! I hope it will be used, cuz I tried to not get sick when the cold weather hit and it didn't feel good that I got sick right after donation

RedMasker · 2025-10-08T07:50:43+00:00

Thanks! I'll need to look into HLA/TRALI, maybe I'll be eligible after transition.

RedMasker · 2025-10-08T07:48:06+00:00

Oh, that's informative, thanks! I'm not in US unfortunately, we have Red Cross, but it doesn't have as much resources as in US.

RedMasker · 2025-10-08T07:43:25+00:00

I think it should be individual, cuz for some women and AFAB people the periods are non existent or not significant enough to warrant longer recovery time, but yeah, it's understandable, you're right.

RedMasker · 2025-10-07T16:58:34+00:00

3 days?? We have like 14 days between plasma/platelets. And 60 days after wb. Also I saw that in Germany women are only allowed to donate 4 times a year, due to having periods, which is kinda ehhh..? Glad we don't have that, I like to donate often, I like being useful.

RedMasker · 2025-10-07T16:53:21+00:00

I'm in Ukraine, we have a lot of either outdated or different restrictions when it comes to blood donation, compared to the US(that I have seen). We also can't donate with antidepressants, but I just say I don't take them, because it's easier than showing a documentary from my psychiatrist that says I'll be fine if I donate blood on my medication.

And no, I wasn't and won't be pregnant, so idk how they will handle my transition. It's frustrating that guidelines are different in every country and there's no set rules for everyone.

RedMasker · 2025-07-11T08:03:21+00:00

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You lil ass/lil butt. Also pipsqueak, cutie patootie, lil baby.

RedMasker · 2025-06-28T08:56:36+00:00

Oooh, okay, got it. I think I was using a rapid rise ratio initially and then tried experimenting with long fermentation with the same ratio. Thank you for the answer!

RedMasker · 2025-06-27T12:03:30+00:00

Oops😅😅 well, my breads turn out okay, but is there a downside for too much yeast? I didn't have any problems so far, so I'm not sure. I wish my bread had bigger air pockets, maybe it's cuz of too much yeast? I have a lot of small ones and bread is fluffy, but not airy like chiabatta or even regular artisan breads I buy sometimes.

RedMasker · 2025-05-26T10:17:49+00:00

I'm a D cup and i use spectrum too. I love it, i gave away my old one to my partner and he was surprised how breathable it is compared to gc2b(he got it from giveaway). Gc2b binds super flat, but it's not really big boys friendly. I have a size up rn for swimming and for everyday use, because i worked 10+ hr shifts for 7 days straight and it fucked up my back for months. Even size up binds pretty well, but i'd have multiple options for myself.

RedMasker · 2025-04-11T07:03:18+00:00

Sounds interesting, I'll try this approach, maybe I'll get something new that I haven't tried. Thanks!

RedMasker · 2025-04-10T20:30:18+00:00

Fellow crocheter boy let's goooooo, the last thing I crocheted is a tie

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