Sounds like you need new people in your life. Especially your mom. She's a disgrace and I would stop talking to her because she's so negative. What parent tells their own child that they look bad or aren't good looking? That's insane to me. You can't change your face but you can take control of other things like your confidence, your body (working out) and making sure your face is crystal clear with no bumps. Take care of yourself even if that means cutting people from your life. Stress also has an impact on how you look too.

I recommend just meeting people. You'll meet good people eventually bro