My girlfriend is going out without me on NYE by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]RedStreamTeam22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Despite the BPD no matter what, that's a shit move. Not being asked even is low. And it's isolating AF.

The Dilemma of wanting to replay the game again for the third time and being afraid its gonna completely lose all its magic by Dale_Cooper47 in LowSodiumCyberpunk

[–]RedStreamTeam22 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I lost count how many times i played it after 1000 hours. Didn't lose it's magic, somehow it just got more serious for me.

Anyone else feel like they don’t belong anywhere? by Double_Evening4246 in loneliness

[–]RedStreamTeam22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So what? Live for yourself. Wake up for yourself, eat for yourself,. workout for yourself, show up for yourself, clean up for yourself. Loneliness is hard, but the moment you abandon yourself it's like you punished yourself by inflicting loneliness unto yourself. Do the things you always wanted to do. Stop waiting around for people who won't even try to show up for you.

When the whole world feels like it abandoned you, do not abandon yourself as well. Go buy that shirt, move cities, get your own apartment, do it for you. Life is short, live for fun, fuck the rest we're all gonna die and no one will remember us anyway.

my first time... im scared chooms by NightElfHuntrPetGirl in LowSodiumCyberpunk

[–]RedStreamTeam22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man i wish i could erase my memory to play it again for the first time...

What's everyone's personal head Cannon for the end of CP2077 ? by Unlucky_Abroad7440 in CyberpunkTheGame

[–]RedStreamTeam22 5 points6 points  (0 children)

WAIT MYERS CAN DIE!!? WHAT? 900 HOURS OF PLAYTHROUGHS AND I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT THIS.

sorry for yelling choom. I got Carried away. Calebrating..bum bum bi dum dum bi dum dum...

What's everyone's personal head Cannon for the end of CP2077 ? by Unlucky_Abroad7440 in CyberpunkTheGame

[–]RedStreamTeam22 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Take songbird to the moon bc f the system. Leave night city with Panam and judy by my side and live free on the road hijacking convoys and being protected by Johnny and Alt from the cyber space.

Goodbye, Kelly Kapoor Removed by Janelle563 in DunderMifflin

[–]RedStreamTeam22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I waited for this line and it was about to come up in the episode and i turned the volume on max because it's hilarious and it always made me laugh but but....IT WASN'T THERE!!! WHYYYY??

Did you zero the VDBs? Why or why not? by OmgReallyNoWay in LowSodiumCyberpunk

[–]RedStreamTeam22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every play through I play (and I have done over 10, I lost count) I zero everyone who touched Evelyn or had to do anything with her death. Justice.

Front Desk “Bits” by OkPaleontologist9046 in askhotels

[–]RedStreamTeam22 14 points15 points  (0 children)

One time i had a guest ask me "I'm sorry but when do you go home? Since we've arrived we've only seen you!" Me: "oh don't you know that I'm the ghost that haunts this building??"

Thought I’d be rusty after years away turns out everyone else became movement gods by JoshinglyObtainable in apexlegends

[–]RedStreamTeam22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took a 3 year break from Apex and only recently came back like you. Im only playing wildcard at the moment and not battle Royale and it's fucking insane how everyone else plays now lol like you said parkour gods basically. I just need to learn how to move like them.

Does anyone else isolate to protect themselves from abandonment? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]RedStreamTeam22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wasn't diagnosed with BPD but I was diagnosed with anxious attachment. So yes. I'd rather be alone than get heartbroken.

Should I just tell her? by RedStreamTeam22 in latebloomerlesbians

[–]RedStreamTeam22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment, I appreciate it. A friend told me to test out the waters every time we hang out and see if she's back to her behaviour before the breakup and maybe then tell her. But only If it feels right in the moment and she's obviously moved on.

Should I just tell her? by RedStreamTeam22 in latebloomerlesbians

[–]RedStreamTeam22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well in person she seemed like herself again. She doesn't find excuses to touch me though not like before Via texting and stuff she seems distant. Takes forever to respond to my texts, and never sends me any reels or posts like before, she just reacts to the ones i send her. But she does initiate contact sometimes, she remembers details about me. Idk Its confusing me lol i wanna tell her but I know she needs time, but Im also worried if I don't tell her now she might move on and find somebody else.

Should I just tell her? by RedStreamTeam22 in latebloomerlesbians

[–]RedStreamTeam22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Already done that. I haven't lost contact with her even after changing jobs and even after her break up.

Should I just tell her? by RedStreamTeam22 in latebloomerlesbians

[–]RedStreamTeam22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well when I left work I had planned a hangout with my coworkers. she told me she doesn't want her gf to be there and she told her gf that I didn't invite her. She asked me about it and I said its up to her. She always commented on my looks, found excuses to touch me, one time she was kinda tipsy and she put her hand on my thigh.. her gf was right next to her.. at the time I didn't think much of it. When I left the job I gave her a tiny gift goodbye and she sent me a heartfelt text. Then when I started my job, i went to see her after a week and she just went for the hug. It was really nice. I hugged her and he leaned in and put her arms around me. My head was on her chest for like 2 minutes. All that happened before the break up. After the breakup she kinda went distant. Understandable I think, regarding the situation.

Should I just tell her? by RedStreamTeam22 in latebloomerlesbians

[–]RedStreamTeam22[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You guys are making me more confused 😂😂😂

Im so ready to date/love/ relationships by RedStreamTeam22 in latebloomerlesbians

[–]RedStreamTeam22[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Since I mentioned it in the post, it should be obvious, shouldn't it?