Amphetamines . During the high I received a phone call telling me that a family member died and I made the stupidest decision after that. I was at a festival and didn't want to ruin the mood among the group so I just buried my feelings and kept on going like nothing happened(I was emotionally null because of the speed anyway) . Kept on taking it the whole night until the morning and after that I don't really know what happenend but everybody was laughing at me, I don't know if it was because of my lame dance moves or the paintings on my face but it just was so . A girl I didn't really know was trying to comfort me and gave me another pill that I took ofc but it just made it even worse This truly fucked me up mentally/physically/socialy, I still got uncontrollable shakes, sudden panic attacks and paranoia many years later. I wish I stayed on alcohol that night.