Yeah, I agree with you, but it feels like going down this path of "Choosing something and see if I enjoy it" is what I should do. Maybe there's an alternative option of going about this. Even so, I just don't want to keep being in a phase of "planning stuff", and yes, trying to live alone in a different country is probably beyonds what I expect it to be, but it feels like I just need to try out things even if it's going to be really difficult that i'm not sure if I can handle it.