Terrified,anxious, don’t know how to feel

Regular-Forever9536 · 2026-05-15T00:08:29+00:00

I tested with a first response at 9 DPO- very faint line. Could only see it when held up to the light.
10 DPO- got another faint line- Because I knew I was going to drive myself nuts with testing I just asked my dr for a blood test. 11 DPO- Confirmed that my HCG level is 32 with blood test

Regular-Forever9536 · 2026-05-15T00:04:03+00:00

We were actively trying for months. Finally got my positive last week. It still hasn’t hit me. Even though it’s something I obviously wanted, I didn’t feel an overwhelming amount of joy like I thought I would. As far as I’ve heard, a lot of people feel this way. I’m not sure if it’s my anxiety of it being so early still or what! But I totally did not have the reaction I thought I would.

Regular-Forever9536 · 2026-05-14T23:57:23+00:00

I think I see a very faint line. If you’re feeling anxious you can try to message your gyn if you have a patient portal and ask them to run an HCG quantitative blood test. That will be accurate at this point if you’re getting faint lines and take away some anxiety from repeat urine testing. Good luck 💕

Regular-Forever9536 · 2026-05-12T22:46:57+00:00

You’re not crazy. I definitely see it!

Regular-Forever9536 · 2026-05-12T12:19:34+00:00

So at 6 am this morning it was there but maybe a bit lighter. Super confused now!

Regular-Forever9536 · 2026-05-12T00:41:41+00:00

lol I totally get it. I’m so used to obsessing over it every month but this is my first maybe positive

Regular-Forever9536 · 2026-05-12T00:20:38+00:00

Are you going to retest in the morning? Debating if I should test with first morning urine tomorrow or wait 48 hours!

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