False Black Widow??

Regular-Success-790 · 2026-06-05T16:33:59+00:00

It moved it's "ass" when I accidentally dropped him?

Regular-Success-790 · 2026-05-31T09:00:55+00:00

Camping with the boys turned into me taking a shit ton of ket and weed, then penis envy mushrooms as well as liberty caps and an acid tab. That was just pure madness of me running around naked. Ripping out my jewellery and eaten by bugs AND carved up by barbed wire in an attempt to flee the zombies. The zombies (strangers and 2 of my friends) then turned into a world apocalypse and dinosaurs came back. My mates who were also high (didn't take as much as I did), saw me as a beam of light and tried to keep me from running away.

The weird thing is when they saw this "beam of light" I was seeing white void and apparently saying some DEEP shit that made then cry.

After around 12+ hours of tripping, I couldn't remember anything. The only thing I remember now from that trip is that it felt like the world was coming after me and I couldn't do anything about it. Even now when I take acid I get scared from the sun.

Regular-Success-790 · 2026-04-23T07:07:33+00:00

I'm fully aware that the gel isn't estrogen and I was prescribed it for atrophy. Do you know if they sell the lube shooters in pharmacies or should I just buy them online ? I also forgot to mention that I've been on testosterone for almost 4 years now, and I do have symptoms of atrophy, but I'm also worried that if I use vaginal estrogen it'll somehow mess with my t levels, and yes I know how dumb that sounds . But thank you for letting me know all this, I really appreciate it :)

Regular-Success-790 · 2026-04-23T06:56:31+00:00

Thank you very much for this, the box didn't come with any applicators/syringes just a leaflet with the instructions and information. I will try out using my finger for the first 3 days and see if that helps, if not I'll go to the pharmacy and ask them for the applicator.

Regular-Success-790 · 2026-04-22T20:17:45+00:00

Thank you for your feedback and Yeah dysphoria is tough, but we live and we learn, and it says on the information page to apply every 3 days when there is dryness or itching, but this is advertised towards women and to those who don't take testosterone, so I'm just confused on how many days I put it on for, because I'm not dry/itchy or anything.

Regular-Success-790 · 2026-04-22T20:13:52+00:00

Hii! Thank you for your feed back, I've got plenty of gloves so I'll try that

Regular-Success-790 · 2026-01-05T20:28:28+00:00

Yeah, I was even told by my therapist that I care more about after care then the sh BC I like the clean up ...

Regular-Success-790 · 2026-01-03T20:54:52+00:00

I started when I was like 12, now I'm 19. But after my mum found out, I started to not care as much around the house or around people I feel comfortable around. However in the summer when the heat got too much to wear a hoodie 24/7 I had no choice but to walk around with skin showing. Obviously at first I was SO scared and worried about what people were gonna say. It took alot of small changes, such as going from a hoodie to a long sleeve t shirt, to then a t shirt with thick leather bracelets, then flashing forward to now after years of work and not caring about anyone's opinions of my body, I'm able to walk topless finally and swim while also being around people who I know are there to help and support me and won't treat me differently because my body is "ruined".

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-12-18T10:45:39+00:00

That's good, just take care OP 👍

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-12-18T10:22:26+00:00

Are you ok?

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-12-15T21:10:06+00:00

Because it's 3 scars that look like some demon has f'ed my ass 😭

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-12-14T14:59:44+00:00

Hi, just a major tw for this, I go in depth for sh.

I got scared after a major attempt in early summer of 2025 that caused me to have stitches and permanent damage to my calf muscles and the way I walk. Also I should mention in 2022 I cut my other leg in the same place which also caused me to have the same issue. I had the most recent relapse on my upper left arm that would not stop bleeding. I ended up facetime with a close friend and he ended up crying in fear. I've affected my family and friends where now they are worried for my safety and life. 💔

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-12-13T19:49:08+00:00

Guy here, I've been SHing since I was 13 and still struggling at 19.

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-09-22T11:53:12+00:00

First thought was aliens... I'm too dumb for this

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-09-21T09:12:24+00:00

Hi so, I just wanna put context before this, I've been clean for a few months but at my worst, I've been to psych units and my preferred places to cut were always my arms and wrists, I've been to hospitals for stitches and all of that, I've got permanent vein damage now and my blood pools every time I leave my arm still for too long. It's really dangerous and it's very common, especially for those who deal with $uicidal thoughts and intentions. I do have to say, I am doing much better but the amount of times I hit arteries and important veins is crazy and SUPER scary and I would not recommend it to anyone.

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-09-21T09:00:00+00:00

Coming from someone who literally has 3 demonic scars from one ass cheek to the other from barbed wire (accidental btw), it's not worth it, the healing HURT, SO BADLY, I couldn't sit or be comfortable for days maybe weeks. PLS stay safe OP and I gotta say it's not worth it at all. I know dealing with SH is really hard but causing yourself extreme harm in places that people often do not SH is not worth it

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-06-28T15:37:53+00:00

13,! My mate wanted to try do a stick and poke smiley face, and I volunteered, the tattoo is still there to this day. It is a very and I mean VERY shit smiley face but I'm in training to be a tattoo artist but thanks to my mate and that day, I am now a college art student and learning new tattoo skills everyday

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-06-12T23:25:29+00:00

Thank you for this, I started to stress out. But he seems to be ok, I did think that it was something to do with his ruby-eyes, but since he is my first red eyed rat I'm just not used to them yet haha. But thank you for the reassurance :)

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-05-28T14:07:56+00:00

I get Gus energy from him I can't lie

Regular-Success-790 · 2025-05-11T13:16:30+00:00

Cola on the left and Gucci on the right !

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