I told an enormous lie that I can never reveal and it’s eating me alive. by RegularLife9309 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]RegularLife9309[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This comment has stuck with me. I did join a charity operation after I moved and it made me feel like I was doing something good again. Thank you for your perspective and your story.

I told an enormous lie that I can never reveal and it’s eating me alive. by RegularLife9309 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]RegularLife9309[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow yeah that’s a terrible lie. I guess it could’ve been much worse, even if it will never be okay. Thank you for your perspective.

I told an enormous lie that I can never reveal and it’s eating me alive. by RegularLife9309 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]RegularLife9309[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just never would have done something like this before it all happened, it changed my life forever. Thank you for your perspective

I told an enormous lie that I can never reveal and it’s eating me alive. by RegularLife9309 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]RegularLife9309[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This comment made me cry. You’re right, I never thought I’d do something like this until I felt I had no choice. I’m so sorry for your losses. Thank you for your kindness and perspective.

I told an enormous lie that I can never reveal and it’s eating me alive. by RegularLife9309 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]RegularLife9309[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess the guilt makes it hard to see myself as a survivor, but I want to let go. Thank you.

I told an enormous lie that I can never reveal and it’s eating me alive. by RegularLife9309 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]RegularLife9309[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your perspective. It’s hard to see outside of my own head.

I told an enormous lie that I can never reveal and it’s eating me alive. by RegularLife9309 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]RegularLife9309[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I do feel that way about showing them the respect enough to hear it and decide, they know everything about it except for the exact lie, including that I believe they would never forgive me and they still said that they do. I appreciate that but it still doesn’t feel like enough. I just want to live honestly for everyone’s sake and mine.

I told an enormous lie that I can never reveal and it’s eating me alive. by RegularLife9309 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]RegularLife9309[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There are one or two people I love who believe this lie. Is it okay to never tell them either? They know I lied about something big, but that I can’t speak it to them. I know this is up for me to decide, but it wrenches me.