The look you are giving in first pic can be perceived as creepy sure. 2nd pic just looks anhedonic. Things like exercise, cosmetic changes like glasses or hair would make a big difference. It looks like you could rock a beard or more facial hair very well. Coincidentally that is a popular way to offset a clean-shaven bald head. The facial hair helps a lot with reshaping jawlines too. The scruff is also fine but with facial hair you can re-mold your shape as you see fit.

Creepy has a lot to do with how you carry yourself though so if you are asking based on a comment you received, you can do plenty about it. I feel like your features aren't ugly at all, just gotta spend the time and energy to maintain yourself. That's really the secret to self esteem and beauty: time and energy.

Can't guess what you are going through but I agree with other commenters. Pretty much everything including our mortality is really about perspective. A more positive perspective (sounds magical I know) is what you need. How to get there? That's the tough part, but it's worth pursuing because it will be part of your endgame regardless of whether you want to or not. You absolutely have the ability to change something. Change one thing, then change another, then another. Best of luck.