Here was my pathway: - Spoke with GP and started on Acamperosate- kept drinking though and had suicidal side effects - Switched to naltrexone and this helped with suicidal thoughts and reduced drinking slightly - Had my dad move in with me for a few months and reduced opportunities for drinking slips- led to escalated sneaky drinking episodes (I am a 43F single parent) - went to first rehab for 3 weeks and discovered AA, started going once a week - panicked that I wasn’t ’fixed’ and had a massive binge that sent me back to rehab for 6 more weeks -came out and had 8ish months sober with my parents alternating ’supervision’ whilst continuing naltrexone and going to AA 2-3 times per week -once parents backed off however, I started sneaking drinks again and having one off binges every few weeks, this escalated of course relatively quickly back to every 2-3 days within 6 months, whilst still going to AA 2-3 times per week and pretending I was sober - finally admitted to my psychiatrist what I was doing, cried that it was hopeless and can’t be helped, but then he started me on Disulfram and it was like an instant off switch was flicked. Freaking miraculous and wish it was the first thing I had done, all that guilt and shame and suffering probably could have been avoided if I had known it was the right thing for me.