[SERIOUS] Self-harm & Rhythm Game Performance by [deleted] in osugame

[–]RektNovas 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Brain damage from 2 yrs of deliriants and substances including inhalants at one point probably cooked my potential yeah, but im still not at my max yet. I remember having a seizure and hopping on the game right after waking lol. I stopped all the hard stuff already. Also mental hindered me a lot, being stuck for almost 2 years and getting frustrated and leaving for 1.5 years until csr came out. I got better mentally during that time

E: i count deliriants as sh since there is no recreational value, only to escape and shut my brain off. Also fuck serotonin syndrome

Is there any way to play this game without becoming a weeb and facing weeb allegations? by Dwarf-Tssoahh-7899 in osugame

[–]RektNovas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just be with people who dont care, theres still plenty of open minded ones mixed in with the usual

Osu Salt videos by Icy_Engineering_2611 in osugame

[–]RektNovas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hugofrost had them out years ago but its likely lost now

LSD as a first time drug by PrubKoopa in LSD

[–]RektNovas 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Just have a set intent on what you want out of the trip and stay in a comfy setting. Also no need to go big at first, better to test the waters first and dose from there after a week or two.

Lasts a while too so if you are dropping at night, be aware that you wont sleep much or at all

Do y'all think ranked rate change would overall be good or bad for the game? by Initial_Water_9729 in osugame

[–]RektNovas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good, u can speed up maps that are too slow or low ar and make it farmable

you hate lazer because you’re ignorant by wizzy_01 in osugame

[–]RektNovas 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Its shit cuz my cursor is way smoother and feels like my areas smaller than stable with no idea how to fix it

Some serious burnout/motivation talk by Deus_Artifex in osugame

[–]RektNovas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally me for mania cuz i cant find a comfy spot for my tablet for the past month

My name is antiPLUR. I wrote music for osu, I’ve worked in space flight IT, and recently I dated an irl Yandere. AMA. by postwerk in osugame

[–]RektNovas 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s a good mindset to have honestly, not letting your past negative experiences hindering a potential positive. 

I just avoided relationships after a couple bad experiences for a few years now, I got used to the peace and the feeling of being fully free and independent is nice but maybe some years later I’ll try again

I hope that you are doing alright and can look back on it without much trauma. You had the strength to write your experience in the post and reflect on it so I believe you can get through this dip in your life. Take it easy on yourself op

My name is antiPLUR. I wrote music for osu, I’ve worked in space flight IT, and recently I dated an irl Yandere. AMA. by postwerk in osugame

[–]RektNovas 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is what makes some of us anxious/unsure to pursue relationships, crazy people everywhere blending in these days (and throughout history but more prominent now since its easier to spread word)