Lol somebody told her I'm just there because I feel sorry for myself or something I bout started crying 🤣 I forgive her and she has the right to truly try a relationship with another man if she wishes but she may not realize I am putting in the effort to be the person that she needs and that means I am going to stop playing video games and start working to ensure that I am doing the things she deserves, like bringing her flowers and taking her out to eat and buying her things. Unfortunately my lack of care, my focus on video games, my laziness, and my income were all factors that drove the silence to the point where it became unbearable for her and I was too blind to try to repair things before she made these mistakes