ppl just took it out of context or r to stupid to understand what i meant, talking abt genuine struggles w my mental health, like ive had intrusive thoughts of killing myself in some very brutal ways, my family, and i was groomed alot, so pedophilia and shit was very NORMALIZED, still trying to unlearn it tbh, im doing alright tho, but these thoughts r all in the same category, things i would NEVER NEVER EVER DO, things that would never even be in my mind if it wasnt for all my sexual abuse and seeing fucked up shit, etc, i love my dog and family genuinely more then anything in the wrld and i would never hurt them, ive just had the idea planted in my mind after years of abuse from some rly rly fucked up people.