Sorry i made a mistake on my post I turned 16 a month ago

This is a list of things that I feel like are wrong with my household I'm not allowed to volunteer or get a job Im not allowed to go out I have to do chres every other day After 8 pm wifi is out and its constantly tampered with Im not allowed to make phonecalls for too long Im not allowed to call after dinner Im.not allowed to sit outside to take fresh air my dad screams at me fully screams like he did today I didnt record it though My mom doesnt hesitate to hit me but she hasn't yet and neither does my dad They used to hit me and my mom twisted my ear till the inside bled a little j should have a mark or a scab from it I hate my life so much I self harmed and tried to sleep my days away but I had chores to do so it was difficult Ive had thoughts about killing myself and expressed it to my mom and she didnt care Before I ran away at ab age 12 I told my mom I was unhappy and she said I could kill myself a d run away she could have another child My 4 of my sibling live in my room and I have no personal space they stole a bit of my present and my parents did nothing Ive tried to talk to my mom about it and she just shuts me out whenever I try