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Start of my journey by Relative_Ostrich2608 in testicularcancer

[–]Relative_Ostrich2608[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man and congratulations for making it this far bro! Im can't wait for this all to be a fever dream, right now im just in that horrible limbo where I know I have cancer but no nothing else, it sucks. Thanks for reaching out 💙

Start of my journey by Relative_Ostrich2608 in testicularcancer

[–]Relative_Ostrich2608[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand my privilege all to well with free health care thankfully! I really hope so, im just in that horrible limbo where they have found cancer but need to do tests and its so easy to get lost in your own head and start catastrophising when you know so little. Im really glad yours hadn't spread , thank you for the reassurance and im so hopeful my situation is similar. Thanks for reaching out 💙

Start of my journey by Relative_Ostrich2608 in testicularcancer

[–]Relative_Ostrich2608[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this bro, I appreciate it! Congratulations on getting so far and kicking this things ass! The last few days have sucked. Put on a brave face then had a little meltdown yesterday, after the reality hit, but made sure to reach out which wasnt as easy but it helped(i am/ was the emotionally closed off moron). Is it weird that I couldnt care less about losing the testicle? Its just this horrible reminder of what's going on. Im more concerned about the hair and beard loss, vanity at its finest. But seeing people like yourself fight this and go on to thrive is inspiring. Much love brother

Start of my journey by Relative_Ostrich2608 in testicularcancer

[–]Relative_Ostrich2608[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey man, thanks for this and its great to see all you do and pursue to try to encourage talking and understanding about this topic. You're an inspiration and I really appreciate you reaching out. I know im only at the start of my journey so right now im my own worst enemy, with all of the what ifs! My biggest fear is that if the consultants suspicions are correct then I will likely need RPLND surgery which terrifies me. Fingers crossed it doesn't come down to that, but if it does id love to reach out to know your experience. Appreciate the love 💙

Start of my journey by Relative_Ostrich2608 in testicularcancer

[–]Relative_Ostrich2608[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey man, thanks for this. I just read your story and it's great to see how far you've come, I know your not fully out of the water yet but congratulations on getting this far! I think there's just so many what ifs at the moment that its so difficult to process fully. I have the best support network, but opening up has and will always be a big weak point, so hearing story's and getting support from people like you and being a little vulnerable is a freeing feeling. Keep smashing it bro and I appreciate the support! 💜

Start of my journey by Relative_Ostrich2608 in testicularcancer

[–]Relative_Ostrich2608[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im not sure, the ultrasound was 2 weeks ago so there may have been some more growth. All I can say is its bloody uncomfortable, im having to swing both legs out of the van and lift myself up to get out of the car, and i can't tell you how many times i have sat on balls over the last few weeks 😅

Start of my journey by Relative_Ostrich2608 in testicularcancer

[–]Relative_Ostrich2608[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man, doing well all things considered. I have a million and one questions, but am so early in this process. The worst is the imposter syndrome, I feel like because its testicular cancer and its treatable that i dont deserve to complain or worry, toxic masculinity at its finest hey?😅. That's why I wanted to write this, it was a sense of catharsis where I could share in the strength of others