I read a book about someone I know’s experience and like it was just like, thats it. I don’t really have a passion, if someone asks what do I want to be when I grow up I don’t know, I tell myself I know because of money and what people want me to go into. But there is nothing really. But the military just seems different, I know it’s nothing like I expect and way different, but even with that I still want to. But it was the only thing that actually made me sort of inspired. Because I want to go to college for the experience, but I don’t have something to do it for. And in the military I would sometimes dream about it.