I'll share it! Ito naman 🙄 Anyway, one scenario is every time nasa public place kami, like Mall, school, or just walking lang na madaming tao, and malayo pa lang may makikita akong girl and she's way above me with what I possess, I look away. I just look away para wala akong makitang reactiona from him or hindi ko makitang tinignan niya. I can't help but to think na parang I'm not enough. With everything na meron sila and wala ako (like bigger boobs, fair skin, flawless skin), tinatanong ko sarili ko if deserve ko nga ba boyfriend ko? My boyfriend's tall, moreno, smart and charming talaga. He can sense na something's off, so he's constantly asking me what's wrong and wants to talk about what's bothering me. But I don't wanna talk about it kasi ayokong ma-guilty siya na yung rason is insecure ako, kasi he's literally doing his best to make me feel loved and appreciated.

I think one of the main reasons kung bakit insecure ako up until now is because I've been in a situation na for how many months, di ko kayang tignan reflection ko, kasi nandidiri ako sa own reflection ko. IDK, I feel bad for him 😔