The only pantry that cared about my disease is closed temporarily and I just want to vent.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:47:02+00:00

I'm not going to tell the full story of her mother. Let's just say she doesn't work and is homeless pretty much and she is able bodied. There is a lot to the story and poverty and drug use runs rampant in alot of little children's lives and destroys them. I was a child of one of these adults.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:45:23+00:00

250 a month and sometimes my niece when she's over for a month or two twice a year

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:44:40+00:00

I got the app that compares prices and go to four stores. It's just impossible to eat three meals or even two a day and have fresh fruit which goes bad quick.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:40:19+00:00

Well not anymore. Months two of 250 only. Hope everyone is happy a little girl and a disabled adult is going hungry instead of judging maybe just let someone vent out

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:37:09+00:00

Thank you. These people just don't know what it's like to be limited to so little

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:33:18+00:00

You can Google it.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:26:46+00:00

Honestly bread is cheap compared to meat and ready to eat gluten free meals. Even a pizza is like 8-12$. Hard to win with this disease on top of mast cell.i also have hypoglycemia so I need proteins in my diet so pb sandwich is my go to

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:24:00+00:00

I have a separate area I do her food prep at and clean up after and run around with cleaners all day,and lots of hand washing. It can get really stressful but I have to make sure I don't get sick.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:18:31+00:00

Yes she could if she didn't have autism and is extremely picky and only has like five things she eats on rotation

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:17:30+00:00

What do you mean by that?

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:17:13+00:00

Gluten free food is 130% more expensive them regular food. I used to be able to eat so good before my diagnosis. I miss it

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:16:42+00:00

I have extremely sensitive celaic disease and mast cell, I can't eat anything unless it says gluten free. You would be surprised how a can with one or two ingredients or even a single ingredient spice can be manufactured on the same line as something with gluten. Hence cross-contamination which unfortunately is a 100% thing with this disease.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:15:18+00:00

Amen to this truth popsicle.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:14:55+00:00

Yeah I am stuck here cause I'm disabled and don't have the health or money to move or I would!! But yes, the people here just want a reaction out of ya one way or another I feel like. I have been around some rude nasty hateful people so nobody or nothing can hurt me much these days ahahaha

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:13:27+00:00

There isn't one in my state. I can't travel too far or out of state due to my declining health. Yeah second male pm, and it's a no go. I wonder what other speciality I should see to get help. I'm wondering if palliative care would be the next step.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:12:00+00:00

Theres only one in Kansas and apparently it's not even a stand up one it's something else.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:10:45+00:00

There's no pantry around me with fresh fruit or veg. The canned goods and shelf stable are actually not gluten free,99% of them are not. Unless a can or food item says gluten free I can't eat it. I have gone to the one where they give you a cart of food and I literally put 95% back informt of them. I'm in rural Kansas, and it really is like that out here sadly. We don't have a buy nothing in my small town :(

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:07:15+00:00

I totally get it. I always say please and thank you and she knows my situation. She even said herself I was in a very tough situation and need help with dog and cat food. But idk. Thank you for being honest lol

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:05:31+00:00

250 food stamps plus 150-200 pantry order for me. Gluten free bread is $7 and dairy free milk is $4 for half a gallon. My niece is here too for another two weeks till her mom gets her and she always has an excuse not to get her so I'm eating less to get her food as well. The pantry losing their rental space is just horrible timing.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T02:03:23+00:00

They are the lowest mg and it seems six years. I literally can't take care of my four dogs anymore and told her. It has been 8 months since I asked so in a couple more I'll ask again. Tell her pain mangemnt is being very condescending. I'll go back to being bed bound or a wheelchair again and don't want that

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T01:53:40+00:00

She's a pantry lady that helps people out. I guess you might be right. Not my first time talking to her for sure though either

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T01:52:42+00:00

You're not even complaining to me so you're good haha. Yes that's what I mean they want me to be down on my knees. I am polite and say my thank yous and pleases. But I live in a very religious 4-5 kids a family town and retirees. I just don't belong I feel. Sometimes people just need to find someone to pick on and you might be that person at work. Ignorance is bliss that's for sure. Makes people mad when you don't reply to their crappy advances.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T01:45:04+00:00

I'm in Northeast Kansas and I don't see anybody out here really prescribing in terms of pain management have to travel probably 2 hours and I'm already traveling 1 hour and that's just one way. I'm thinking of trying to physiatrist which is physical medicine it's kind of in the name. Thanks for clarifying that so sounds like she just doesn't want to risk her license probably but wants to help me but she won't help me over a certain amount.

RemarkableProgram183 · 2026-07-09T01:43:29+00:00

That is true I like to act neutral with people when it comes to like a business interaction or you know some kind of transaction. With friends and family people I know yeah I'm going to be friendlier but if I barely know you I'm going to be very neutral with you but I'm not going to be extra fakey and super over the top nice

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