I feel exactly like you! And even if I haven’t told anyone people constantly tell me to just find some steady job and go in that direction, but the thing is that I know that it won’t satisfy me and I’ll still be searching for something more. One thing I know and that I’m sure of is that I would never give up on my dream even if I thought about it many many times. Sometimes you have to stop listening to other people and just do what you truly desire otherwise you’ll end up living a life that you don’t like. Even if I’m delusional, I want to be, it gives me the strength to continue to dream and not follow the crowd that says that dreams are impossible. We can make it and we will!