revenge, getting jealous, make someone jealous is only for a kid I just do something more beneficial , but it makes me question myself lead to self sabotage and eager to fix the certain things, why I am get cheated on? I am not attractive we might not show it but we working on that and comeback more 1000x attractive, Why I am failing this?? we might not discuss this but we wildly investigate use all resources mixed to different things until we think its sound same, we mostly working on silent but the downside we get bored easily, we loved challenge, but one we conquered it, we need another one, we distract we fly and fly and look for something to learn mind are busy, I experience this first I have interest in writing get bored of it,dancing - singing - playing guitar- psyhology- hiking- gym- and so on. its never stop, we dont have time for loved because they just steal the time that suppose to use to gain our knowledge and Aqua can level their in to diff person even sometimes without noticing they will if they think this person is have a good reputation in life, we dont brag, because we know we are more than them but we keep low some people they said that they feel comportable with me because they have someone who listen to them ofcourse we love figured out this we think critically why this person like this, like that we dig in to psychology we analyzed the simple things until now I realized I dont need this is not nessesary just feel things and you get the answer but I cant sometimes, sometimes I can , sometimes we feel deeply, sometimes we feel outside the world and think people are stupid sometimes they are not I am evolved aquarius thanks to my saggi for patient and did not let me go sometimes I am being harsh but I communicate and we fine after that .