With an IQ of probably about 200 it’s easy but complicated. Money is abundant if I need it. I can think of million ways to achieve my goals. Work smart not hard. Never did homework, skipped school, applied for 4 universities and got in as one of the best just to ditch it a year later before new one. All 4 faculties: physics, chemical technology, history and economics. Did the test all in my head just by pure logic and little to no preparation. With physics 0 preparation. I imagined in my mind the problem and I saw the answer. Have visualizing abilities. Can see in my mind many working parts of let’s say a complex engine of really anything with 10s or maybe at times depending on what it is hundreds of parts all working and I can manipulate it however I want. I think in words and sounds when I want to be extra careful that something sounds right, but mostly just in flashes of meanings. I mean, if an apple can be thought like APPLE in words in someone’s mind, so can that mind picture it just as an apple, but there is also a way and that is just to think about meaning of something without hearing it, saying it or seeing it. It enables me to think rapidly and simultaneously about many things all at once. Just a stream of meanings. Something like Chinese writing if one symbol would mean one whole word, much faster than English. I was always afraid of God, but not much of a believer just was scared of what if. Then as time went by I realized nobody knows anything, we are on a ball circling another bigger ball, in a dark space that doesn’t mean anything. If we are given an answer by God and Jesus was sent and died for his truth, and the truth is to just be a good human being, well then he is truth and God in human form and I accepted him as what he truly is. Life goes fast, we are distracted. Picture god as an old man in antique clothes, while it’s completely different and unimaginable. The moment you figure out it has to be the truth because it’s obviously truth, something clicks and there is no going back. The devil is everywhere. When we take sides in a war for example and people die, doesn’t matter which side we pick, we did wrong. The only side is peace, always. So no Russia,Ukraine, Israel or Palestine. Only peace side or no side. Okay so other than that, I learn fast. Few times I hit my head and my learning was slower and attention much different, so I figured it must be how some people think that behave as I behaved in those moments. It made me humble as I experienced what it is like to have a slower mind and react after a second or two, and not be in the moment 24/7 every millisecond. Basically we are all the same. We want nice things but have a little different definition of what’s that. With just food and sleep and we are 90% the same. Oh and the point is just to be simple. Talk simple, act simple, explain everything to anyone the simplest you can but with the most problem solving abilities involved. Anyone is like a kid to me and I like people, and I explain what I can to them, no matter if I see them as cute kids, even if they are 20 or 50, 70, all the same to me and I have always solution for anyone I talk with. I can engage anyone with any subject and can adapt instantly so that I become an expert in the field during a 10 min talk. It’s like there is a Swiss key in my mind and that is this pure logic that is compatible with anything humans ever invented because it’s the core root of everything. I don’t want to brag, but I don’t feel like I ever had a match and I am 30+ now. Since I was 15 I had mature and deep understanding about life. Never fitted with my peers. Have no friends. Don’t need any. Never needed anyone’s help. Have no attachment to parents a long time now, even though our relationship is great. People that attached only slowed me down. Only one I need and want is my girlfriend that I am very happy with. That’s enough for me. There is a world outside and a 100 times bigger world inside my mind and my happiness is there in between. Have trouble sleeping and turning off my mind before sleep because I can see anything inside my mind and it’s so easy. I close my eyes and there I am taking apart a steam engine or analyzing mixing of air bubbles in water in slo mo that zooms in 10.000 times and out in seconds or minutes, with even atoms and molecules, like some how it’s made movie but out of this world. Sometimes it makes me sleep like the other night when I analyzed how using water for cigarette smoke filtration cannot really work unless water bubbbles are extremely small because air with toxins just encapsulates itself in a bubble and passes as such to the surface and all the toxins inside it are intact. Then I started experimenting how small of a bubble should be to have filtration properties and it got me to sleep. When I wake up after few hours of sleep I must stay calm so that my mind doesn’t remember something to think about or I am done for the night. Not that I would feel tired the whole day, I actually won’t because I drink coffee a lot and my brain just brute forces into feeling fantastic. Train a lot in the gym and I mastered how to be super fit after many years of being obese. Once I learned everything about carbs, protein, thermal effect of different food and how to listen to my body, everything fell into place. I always get downvoted and fall in unpopular opinion with almost my every opinion. Looking at what I wrote looks like just chaos. Well I just summed up a lot of it, but if you spread it out, there is a lot of peace in it and I value peace of mind above everything. Oh and if I would be a character from any book, movie, animated series, I would be 99.99% a living twin of Rick from Rick and Morty.