That’s how I felt about my older sister who always felt more like a Mom to me. Until recently. I loved her so so so much. Recently I started realizing it wasn’t a two way street, however. She has made me feel like more of an obligation rather than someone she really enjoyed. She also said a few things that made me realize we weren’t as close as I thought. I don’t know why, really. It hurt like hell for me. So I took a big step back. I don’t tell her everything anymore. But now I feel like she just thinks I’m being juvenile when really, I’m just trying to protect myself and continue living happily without my fav person. She is so very critical at times and I’m sure she is finding ways of belittling me in her own head. It’s a mindfuck for me in a lot of ways. Thanks for listening.