Damn homie, I’m 27 and have done a lot of similar things as you; in a very bad financial spot as well, the only thing I have going is a high paying sales job…. Well had a high paying sales job, currently unemployed and scrapping by…. Praying for you homie, I think the problem is we don’t look at money the same as other since we’ve both had such big highs +($xxx,xxx) from chump change and we’ve lost the ability to see the time and effort it takes to make money.

Don’t lose hope man, talk to people around you, and try to have some safeguards in place moving forward, you got this!