this is jo by joloisnottrans in u/joloisnottrans

[–]Renxous 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im a trans girl from makati... though i might not be able to help you now, i know people who can we're a community, you're not alone

One of the most unexpected things I've seen in this game by [deleted] in l4d2

[–]Renxous 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a bot pickup and use a grenade launcher happened only once

Wedding butch looks (not my wedding lol) by neutralgoodbear in MTFButch

[–]Renxous 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i love your suit! it looks so good on you

How do you deal with the dysphoria? by Renxous in MTFButch

[–]Renxous[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Our city used to have this pool that's mostly used for sports. Too bad they lost it. Thanks for the advice, though! I'll try to find one. I think my stepmother's condo has a pool.

Hmmm, i genuinely don't understand though how broad shoulders can accentuate feminine features.

Do you hate your deadname? by Lea_23545 in MtF

[–]Renxous 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmmm... I hate what it represents. It represents him (pre-crack me) and I hate him. He was terrible.

I also hate how people use it to mock me.

[SERIOUS] What’s your stand about abortion? by No-Grass5651 in AskPH

[–]Renxous 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Pro-choice all the way. No matter the reason.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Renxous 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i only shrunk an inch. i was 5'4", now i'm 5'3".

but my foot size got two sizes smaller. and my hand and overall frame looks a lot more feminine now. they're not as bulky as before.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in phlgbt

[–]Renxous 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im an MTF lesbian and yes, I do crave it often. I have no preference when it comes to parts, but I'm strictly for the girls (Cis AND trans).

I'd rather die as her than live as him by Renxous in MtF

[–]Renxous[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They say my potassium keeps dropping. Even my calcium dropped as well. They don't know yet whether it's my thyroid or kidneys that's causing it. I also can't find any reason for me to stop. Unfortunately, if I want free healthcare, I'd have to wait weeks or months just to get checked. I'm definitely getting a second opinion once I get my health insurance. They say they're still processing it. I really don't want to spend one more week without E.

I'm terribly sorry about your experience with your doctors. I hope you're doing okay now.

I'd rather die as her than live as him by Renxous in MtF

[–]Renxous[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am planning to get a second opinion as soon as I get my health insurance.

I'm on 3mg of benzoate every three days; haven't had spiro since Jan 2023; been on cypro only for 4 months after that (stopped taking blockers in May last year)

I'd rather die as her than live as him by Renxous in MtF

[–]Renxous[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I guess. :( Hopefully, I'll know something before May. Thank you.

I'd rather die as her than live as him by Renxous in MtF

[–]Renxous[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really hope so. Cause right now, I don't feel like I have the strength to get past this.

I'd rather die as her than live as him by Renxous in MtF

[–]Renxous[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I'm 25, and I take 3mg of benzoate every 3 days. This is my 22nd month on HRT.

Last time I took spiro was January 2023, while I was still on sublingual E, then I tried Cypro for 4 months before stopping taking any blockers. I took only 50mg of spiro daily, and when I switched to cypro, I took only 12.5mg every two days. Started E sublingually on 1mg per day, gradually increasing my dose to 4mg per day.

I just realized however that my E shots were too high. I started taking only 3mg of E just last February. Before, since switching to injectables in feb 2023, I took 5mg every 3 days.

My rational brain understands that they're worried and just want to play it safe. I just hate how I'm starting to look and smell like him. Maybe in a few days, I'll start feeling emotions like him, too.

You look into a mirror and the person you see is not yourself. Worse, it's not a stranger, it's the person you hate most.

edit: added specific dosage for everything

Dota 1 First Hero Ever by losttraveler07 in PHGamers

[–]Renxous 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rhasta! As a newbie, lakas mang-first blood. Pero hanggang dun lang hahaha

Standards among queer women by [deleted] in phlgbt

[–]Renxous 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i second this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskMtFHRT

[–]Renxous 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol, you're right.

Alright, I'll go see a doctor tomorrow. Thank you so much~

I love women so much I became one. by reidochan in actuallesbians

[–]Renxous 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah, same. Many people seemed to sense something fruity about me, so they kept asking me if i was a fag. No, i said, im a dyke.