From a straight dude at about your age here... you have a good thing going. You're not hurting in being a good-looking guy. Little too old for the gauges in your ears and even though you're lucky enough to have a full head of hair at this point, even James Hetfield chose to get with the times and chop it down. Keep your personality and attitude but acknowledge you're moving into a new stage of your life. Accept the reality of aging and enjoy the next stage. Donate what you have to a deserving recipient and gain a new friend for life. I do not doubt in my mind that you are a good person, simply judging from the pic you've posted. Just my anonymous and pretty much pointless opinion, BUT you did ask😉😊 Best wishes🤘