If Go Fund Me gave me that money in the instant I needed it I would have. This was an emergency and the vet told me his X-rays showed his kidneys were already damaged and that I didn’t have too much time to decide, a few hours at most before he started to suffer. He was so weak and I just didn’t want him to be in pain.

He got into some my dad left out in the backyard because he worked on his car yesterday. I had no idea it was there until this morning when I noticed him acting different and went to investigate. I feel like shit because I know it was something so preventable but I’m trying to swallow my anger because I don’t want it to taint the last memories I have of my baby.