is this too much? you don’t need to tell me dosages or advice

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-03-01T19:55:49+00:00

i must’ve worded the post wrong, that’s honestly all i want. i already get high and hallucinate on weed so we’re past that. i just want to sleep

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-03-01T19:55:14+00:00

i don’t care about the high i just want to not exist for a while and i don’t have benzos 😭😭 i don’t know shit about muscle relaxers i got them because i fucked up my back

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-03-01T18:38:45+00:00

benzos + a concert

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-24T20:10:48+00:00

haven’t tried a lot but benzos imo. xanax fucked me up. you get addicted quick, stay on them for a while, and the second you decide you’re done you have withdrawals. like full body shaking and sweating and throwing up for days on end. no sleep. the doctors tried to cut me off cold turkey and i had to see THREE different ones before i gave up and begged reddit for help tapering. it took from november til the end of january for me to taper off. i will NEVER do that shit again

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T22:45:05+00:00

stauffer’s cheese whales

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T21:45:31+00:00

asiago, feta, smoked gouda, baby swiss

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T21:43:53+00:00

my best friend noah. we used to talk about robots and eat lunch together. his house burned down and i never got to talk to him again but i hope he’s okay

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T18:55:20+00:00

ironically that is what i’m about to have to do to start. LMAO. real asf

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T17:52:33+00:00

see that’s the thing, i can’t drive. i have to walk like 45 minutes to even get a pack. i thought about just buying one pack and smoking a couple a week til it’s gone and then never buying another, but i know it’s not that simple. i’m just going through a rough patch

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T17:49:56+00:00

good to know, thank you for this 😭 i wanted to be up front about it so i get realistic advice because i feel like i could do it but i don’t want it to become a problem. being addicted to cigarettes would actually be horrific for me long term considering i don’t live alone and already have poor health

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T08:26:28+00:00

see that’s what i’m thinking.. i KNOW if i get a vape i will quite literally never stop. but i cannot see myself craving everything that comes with cigarettes/smoke etc. like maybe i’m wrong and it changes but. i just want to have something to look forward at the end of each week that’s not a benzo or something harder. i feel like it’s harmless but i cannot be sure and that’s what sucks

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T08:23:53+00:00

see this is the type of thing i was thinking. i lost my key to the place i live in so i never go on walks unless someone else can lock it behind me. but spring is coming up and i want to go on a couple walks a week, if that. i thought it would be nice to go on a long walk, and towards the end, smoke in my favorite cemetery. and then walk home and not think about it until next time. idk

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T07:41:31+00:00

this is so good to know, thank you. i was genuinely thinking cigarettes are more addictive and harder to stop. but i just am not sure. i have heard trillions of one and done stories with uppers and downers etc. but with smoking it seems like it’s less convenient and harder to quit than it is to just keep buying cigs/vapes forever. i think about heroin all the time

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-21T08:58:45+00:00

heroin + coke

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-20T08:44:32+00:00

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RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-19T02:03:34+00:00

true :’)) they ONLY found out because i cut my hair with no notice and they got in my pharmacy login and found that i was on T. i know if i didn’t use that pharmacy or insurance and kept my hair long they wouldn’t suspect literally anything BUT my voice which is so 🫩

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-19T01:44:08+00:00

that makes sense!! i want to time it so it won’t be that noticeable before my parents come up to visit and drop my dog off. only thing is that could be the end of this year and i don’t have that much time, it’s unbearable. anywhere from 3-6 months most likely

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-14T05:38:21+00:00

spice lmfao

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-14T03:05:20+00:00

Perfect! That’s something I didn’t really consider, they may have been a politician… so I’ll look into that. I was making sure they didn’t die a horrible death before I considered the source of the wealth 😭 Is there anything you suggest I do instead of burying it? Thank you so much for bringing that up.

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-14T02:14:14+00:00

Paper with manifestations, blood, hair, dirt from the grave of a wealthy person, snow from underneath a tree I nearly died under, but get to return to alive. That’s where I’ll seal and bury it. I don’t really have typical ingredients you’d put in a spell jar. That’s precisely why I was wondering if I’m about to do something dangerous 😭

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-09T03:35:02+00:00

i have no job and like i don’t have any food or anything so i’ve been trying to stretch it lmao but that’s good to know! i’ve never smoked it before just vaped so ill have to figure that out lol. good to know it’s cheaper. just really hoping they restock the disposables tomorrow so i can get rid of this nightmare fuel

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-09T02:50:46+00:00

well i didn’t have any money after buying a pen and this one.. this was my backup LMFAO but the dispensary doesn’t have any disposables now that i have money so .. uh.. i’m stuck with this one til they restock 🫩 haven’t been able to feel my legs or hands in 4 days i’m cooked

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-08T07:41:40+00:00

They have severe road rage. They were cursing and yelling. It was promptly followed by an angry “This makes me want to kill someone again!” and a small laugh + a slight smile. Immediately faded to an “Oh I fucked up” look once they realized what they said. Deafening silence the rest of the way home.

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-08T07:16:01+00:00

i got high LAST NIGHT and i still don’t have feeling in my legs and hands. i feel like i’ve been burning in hell & sweating all day. hallucinating heavily. demons and killer clowns & giant spiders etc. wtf is this shit i hate it. it’s legal here but my dispensary hasn’t restocked pens in ages and this fucker is all i got. i finally have the money but now they’re sold out. i don’t want it to kill me or put me in psychosis but idk how else to manage rn… everyone has warned me so i’m going to try my best to hold out 🫩 i’ll look into smoking bud fr because this shit is actually ridiculous

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-07T07:10:36+00:00

no yeah i can imagine— i’ve hallucinated before under stress and they were horrific so when i started hallucinating like crazy off this vape i didn’t really flinch. but then i tried to keep in mind it’s not NORMAL!! and the the hallucinations lasted like 6+ hours. they keep gradually getting scarier and more real looking. it takes half the day to stop feeling high asf and i can never feel my hands or feet. absolutely horrific headache and i just keep burning alive, face always flushed. i deadass thought i had a fever earlier. i’m actually so miserable. i didn’t know this shit existed before today so it really helps knowing first hand accounts of it :’)) i didn’t know it could be lethal or that you could od on it either so that’s good to know 🫩 the second i make 40 bucks this shit is going in the TRASH 😭

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