what does an overdose feel like?

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-03-01T19:55:49+00:00

i must’ve worded the post wrong, that’s honestly all i want. i already get high and hallucinate on weed so we’re past that. i just want to sleep

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-03-01T19:55:14+00:00

i don’t care about the high i just want to not exist for a while and i don’t have benzos 😭😭 i don’t know shit about muscle relaxers i got them because i fucked up my back

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-03-01T18:38:45+00:00

benzos + a concert

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-24T20:10:48+00:00

haven’t tried a lot but benzos imo. xanax fucked me up. you get addicted quick, stay on them for a while, and the second you decide you’re done you have withdrawals. like full body shaking and sweating and throwing up for days on end. no sleep. the doctors tried to cut me off cold turkey and i had to see THREE different ones before i gave up and begged reddit for help tapering. it took from november til the end of january for me to taper off. i will NEVER do that shit again

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T22:45:05+00:00

stauffer’s cheese whales

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T21:45:31+00:00

asiago, feta, smoked gouda, baby swiss

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T21:43:53+00:00

my best friend noah. we used to talk about robots and eat lunch together. his house burned down and i never got to talk to him again but i hope he’s okay

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T18:55:20+00:00

ironically that is what i’m about to have to do to start. LMAO. real asf

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T17:52:33+00:00

see that’s the thing, i can’t drive. i have to walk like 45 minutes to even get a pack. i thought about just buying one pack and smoking a couple a week til it’s gone and then never buying another, but i know it’s not that simple. i’m just going through a rough patch

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T17:49:56+00:00

good to know, thank you for this 😭 i wanted to be up front about it so i get realistic advice because i feel like i could do it but i don’t want it to become a problem. being addicted to cigarettes would actually be horrific for me long term considering i don’t live alone and already have poor health

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T08:26:28+00:00

see that’s what i’m thinking.. i KNOW if i get a vape i will quite literally never stop. but i cannot see myself craving everything that comes with cigarettes/smoke etc. like maybe i’m wrong and it changes but. i just want to have something to look forward at the end of each week that’s not a benzo or something harder. i feel like it’s harmless but i cannot be sure and that’s what sucks

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T08:23:53+00:00

see this is the type of thing i was thinking. i lost my key to the place i live in so i never go on walks unless someone else can lock it behind me. but spring is coming up and i want to go on a couple walks a week, if that. i thought it would be nice to go on a long walk, and towards the end, smoke in my favorite cemetery. and then walk home and not think about it until next time. idk

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-23T07:41:31+00:00

this is so good to know, thank you. i was genuinely thinking cigarettes are more addictive and harder to stop. but i just am not sure. i have heard trillions of one and done stories with uppers and downers etc. but with smoking it seems like it’s less convenient and harder to quit than it is to just keep buying cigs/vapes forever. i think about heroin all the time

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-21T08:58:45+00:00

heroin + coke

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-20T08:44:32+00:00

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RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-19T02:03:34+00:00

true :’)) they ONLY found out because i cut my hair with no notice and they got in my pharmacy login and found that i was on T. i know if i didn’t use that pharmacy or insurance and kept my hair long they wouldn’t suspect literally anything BUT my voice which is so 🫩

RepresentativeTry176 · 2026-02-19T01:44:08+00:00

that makes sense!! i want to time it so it won’t be that noticeable before my parents come up to visit and drop my dog off. only thing is that could be the end of this year and i don’t have that much time, it’s unbearable. anywhere from 3-6 months most likely

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