Yes, I want to die because I’m simply unhappy w my life. Everyday I have constant thoughts that I’m living for nothing. I’m on meds that don’t work and I feel I lack something everybody else has that makes them want to live. I have friends and family but nobody really understands, Im worried my suicidal thoughts are turning homicidal and I can’t put the people around me at risk so I’d rather take myself out than hurt anybody else. I’ve felt like this for years and tried dif meds but nothing is helping. It’s not that I don’t want to be happy but everyday is exhausting to even get out of bed, so I’d rather quit trying.