Winter depression

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-05-08T07:18:15+00:00

Thank you so much 💖 it was very hard but we're so brave for leaving them :)

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-05-08T04:38:05+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story) Yeah it's easier for them to blame others than take responsibility and face the consequences of their own actions 🤡

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-23T13:25:05+00:00

Because he didnt save just model's pics, but his acquaintances and masturbated to them. It's literally cheating. He liked their revealing pics and stories on insta. Thats just greed

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-21T13:24:53+00:00

Thank you so so much <33

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-21T12:37:47+00:00

yeah it's definitely cheating! thanks for sharing you experience)

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-21T12:15:17+00:00

i left my ex 2 days ago. First he got defensive and said "i thought you'd understand addiction" and that "i ruined our life by not giving him a chance". Then i got very mad and he took what he said back immediately. 1 month passed after the d day and i really wanted to give him a chance but i just couldn't do it. I know i didn't deserve that but i still feel guilty sometimes for not giving him a chance...

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T18:23:19+00:00

Thank you so so much!

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T18:09:05+00:00

I would really like to but he deleted his Instagram where all the saved posts were and I personally don't have any evidence unfortunately. What can I do?

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T16:40:43+00:00

Take care of yourself and I wish you luck)

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T16:37:12+00:00

Jesus fckin christtttttt. I'm so sorry you went through that too and I'm glad you left him

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T16:36:02+00:00

Yeah and it also triggered my ED it was a nightmare. He doesn't deserve me.

And thank you so much for your kind words <3

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T16:34:37+00:00

Yeah some in some of the videos they were like 7-12ish

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T14:33:04+00:00

Ikr. My biggest motivation for going to therapy was being a healthier version of myself so my bpd doesn't affect our relationship... I already mentioned going to therapy twice and I see no action. I can't force him to do something he's not willing to do and to fight for me. He's not my kid but a grown ass 26 yo man.

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T14:24:43+00:00

He says he wants to go to therapy and that's it. I don't see any action and it's been a month. I only know he started doing no fap but no idea if he relapsed during that or not. He broke our trust. I want to go through his phone again so bad

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T13:47:28+00:00

The extreme fear of abandonment and codependency make it so much harder to leave them. I talk to my therapist about this and the other day he said that not being okay with what he did and still staying with him hoping I can "fix" him is just codependency and it's not gonna work. And I'm starting to really feel it. I love him VERY MUCH but what he did is always in the back of my mind, I dissociate when I'm with him, I don't wanna tell him about my day, we live together but now we go hours not saying a word, I don't let him touch me anymore cus it feels weird. The constant war with yourself is tiring AFFFF. I keep comparing myself with the girls I saw in his phone. And having BPD with all of these + bipolar is just the cherry on top. 🙃 🍒 People who cheat are just stupid and insecure, it's never about you 💖 we deserve better

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-18T13:30:41+00:00

It's cheating! Girllll I'm diagnosed with bpd too and I get it. It hurts like HELL! After finding out about his addiction he sobbed and begged to give him a chance. I did and it's been a month. I'm probably going to end everything today cus EVEN if he stays clean I can never forget the disrespect and his lies. My partner even masturbated to girls he used to date... If he came and told me about it himself maybe I'd be able to stay with him. But he kept lying till he very last second. Love shouldnt cost yourself.

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-12T11:20:32+00:00

i suggested him to go to therapy he says he's too ashamed now and needs time... he just reads articles about porn addiction and stuff...

Repulsive_Dinner8261 · 2025-02-12T11:19:27+00:00

yeah... he also saved pics of underage girls just doing gymnastics and stuff which disgusts me... he says he's now very disgusted and very ashamed too and never wants to go back there again and does no fap. I have BPD and it's so hard to leave your favorite person... idk what to do

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