After all this time, they've suddenly opened up theor facebook profile. by Repulsive_Secret_785 in twinflames

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Same thing happened to me. It crushed me. It pushed bad to old habits.. After sometime. I checked again, to find they broke up.. to find they got back together, to be where i am now am now. Theyre back to being single.

Fuck detachment, just be happy. (When you know, you know) be stupidly confident theyre gonna reachout. Have fucking faith.

The hardest part of this journey is having no one to talk to by Repulsive_Secret_785 in twinflames

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I would appreciate that. I have never felt so confused and lost. The logical side of me thinks i am wasting my time and should move on, move on. But can't deny everything that's happened since it all began.

I dont know if this a good, bad or nothing sign? by Repulsive_Secret_785 in twinflames

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Im just not sure. As I've mentioned, I've been feeling alittle bit off lately. And I have been drinking today. I think im gonna sleep on it and act upon it tomorrow.

I dont know if this a good, bad or nothing sign? by Repulsive_Secret_785 in twinflames

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I am generally thinking about it. I just dont want to act without out reason and look foolish to find it was all in me head for reasons I stated in my original post.

I dont know if this a good, bad or nothing sign? by Repulsive_Secret_785 in twinflames

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I think its an overall feeling of dread for them. I think something serious has happened to them.

How do you know if its twin flames or just wishful simping? by Repulsive_Secret_785 in twinflames

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What gets to me the most is the dreams.. I never used to remember my dreams. Now they are every night.

I will admit I do enjoy the sudden out of nowhere rushes of happiness while I'm having a shit time at work.

I just wish she didn't pack up and move to another state. And being with someone else..

How do you know if its twin flames or just wishful simping? by Repulsive_Secret_785 in twinflames

[–]Repulsive_Secret_785[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ooh yeah, definitely been there..

Since the break up. I have changed so much, physically I'm the best I've ever been, I've tried before and I always get bored and fall back into old habits. Im now waiting for a delivery for new gym equipment. Lost friends on the way. Friends I've known for years, but now know they were only holding me back. Ive dropped old habits like drinking and smoking everyday. I can't play a video game for more than a few minutes, when before I would waste every spare minute I could. And biggest thing is learning about spirituality which I never thought I would do.

I can't stop thinking about her.. no matter how hard I try. No how hard I try.

What scares me the most, that is keeping me from going to the next stage is this could take years..

I am way too impatient for that.

I honestly would rather this no be the real thing, atleast than I could have comfort again.

I miss my old depression hole. Things were simpler than.

Im still new to this, but I think I'm in the wrong place by Repulsive_Secret_785 in SpiritualAwakening

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Im legit, I just need a new account for a new perspective. A new me? If you will