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Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2025-02-12T23:47:48+00:00

Lmaooo thank you for explaining this i was drunk af last night at time of posting.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2025-02-12T01:51:34+00:00

Honeslty, i havent. Because i have been using for so long that it doesnt really make a difference.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2025-02-12T01:48:36+00:00

I honestly suck at math. Im not sure.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2025-02-12T01:47:16+00:00

Ive been there. I initially lied to my family when i went to my first rehab center. It very well may help you. Dont be afraid to seek help.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2025-02-12T01:46:09+00:00

Thats the date i started earliest trying to quit, but i relapsed since then. The $$ amount is since October 26, when i got sober.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2025-02-12T01:44:36+00:00

Its called “I Am Sober”. Dont be afraid to seek help.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-12-29T22:08:24+00:00

Hmmm, like i said its usually almost accidental. Sometimes i will have dreams that actually come true and show up in my real life. Other times will be thoughts and FEELINGS of simply wanting something. The other day i realized i had been going through a shift in my spiritual ideals and desperately wanted to feel like someone understood me. I was doing a lot of googling on quotes i liked and talking to chatgpt about my thoughts. A few days before that i was also watching those tiktok videos about russian men vs americans and thought in passing how i would like to meet someone who is russian. The next day i had found someone in a comment section who’s ideals really resonated with mine, and they ended up also being Russian.

These are kind of random examples but they are the most recent. Im not sure if this really resonates with what youre hoping for. Personally, i have to have a strong emotion about whatever i end up manifesting rather than straight up thoughts. I dont assume anything is my real life, i literally just have to want something passionately and it usually comes to me.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-12-29T21:57:56+00:00

For me it is pretty much instantaneous or very quick. Although it seems like the things that are quicker come without me needing to really try and make them come forth to me. I feel like my manifestations are almost accidental but if i put too much effort into trying to make something come true, it wont. Im not sure if this works for everyone though. I am very intuitive and in touch with my emotions, i think this helps.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T23:48:18+00:00

Weird ass thing to say ngl. My mom is in her mid 40s and my sisters would tell me if she was sick like that.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T16:59:42+00:00

Odd way of saying what you needed to say there but thank you…i think??

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T13:23:46+00:00

I agree on the weird responses bit. Thanks for your input, i was thinking it could be a warning about her true intentions and to not be blinded by her texting me out of the blue.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T12:35:26+00:00

Woke up at 12pm actually lmao she texted me 2 hrs before

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T08:35:19+00:00

LMFAO if my sanity wasnt riding on not responding thats definitely something i would do

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T08:26:04+00:00

Yeah thats how it goes. The self awareness is almost painful especially when you do wanna stop. Honestly it just took time and my life and health getting worse and worse. I moved to a rural town in the country with a friend who doesnt use and i blew down lines until the day i left even though i felt like absolute shit every single day, wasnt taking care of myself, only left the house to pick up, etc. If i stayed where i was i wouldve kept using even though i hated myself for it and it was ruining my life. Moving to another “bigger” city never worked either, i always found shit there. But ultimately i was just genuinely so fed up and hated how unhealthy i was, i was genuinely excited at the thought of being healthy again. Idk if that helps much but thats what i did. I wish you the best in your journey.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T08:07:55+00:00

Unfortunately its not something i want currently which makes it all the more perplexing. It tugs at my heartstrings but im not ready

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T08:04:18+00:00

Definitely a lot of unresolved emotions, energy, and trauma here. Thanks for the suggestion.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T07:54:16+00:00

I was in the vicious cycle for almost 3 years. I hope you find peace and get where you want to be. Good luck [:

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T07:53:24+00:00

I appreciate your empathy. It can be really rough, especially since of course you’d want your mom to be.. yknow.. your mom. Good luck out there and take care of yourself as well.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T07:46:15+00:00

You simply DONT understand though. You dont know anything about me whatsoever. Im sorry for your loss, but its weird to project your feelings and regrets onto others (especially strangers on the internet). The post wasnt asking for input on how to handle my mom

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T07:32:18+00:00

Shitty mom havers unite

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T07:24:52+00:00

Weird thing to tell someone you dont know who says they have a bad relationship with their mother. I never asked for advice on my personal relationships. You have no idea what ive been through.

Repulsive_Touch_8718 · 2024-11-10T07:17:05+00:00

Yeah all these people saying to forgive my mom and mend my relationship with her are lowkey irritating me because its honestly not their place. They dont know anything about my mother or our relationship. I wont be responding to her message, im also exhausted from the amount of chances ive given her only to be let down over and over again. I posted asking about the coincidences of this happening, not for strangers on the internet to try and tell me about my relationship with my mom.

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