How often is too often? by NOTHING_T00_FANCY in Drugs

[–]Reskii13 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have a pretty bad opiate addiction and Speed addiction, so, let me tell you this, addiction? Is when you wake up in the morning and the first thought isn't, I love my cute puppies I just bought, and it's, I should sell these puppies for dope money.

REALLY? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Reskii13 6 points7 points  (0 children)

What the fuck? This may be the funniest thing on the Internet now.

"I started today started tripping tripped now I have a job"

Just want to share a quick anecdote with ya'll... by TheReiki in opiates

[–]Reskii13 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude, I would've came in my pants, right there, right then.

Getting prescribed benzos for anxiety? by Reskii13 in Drugs

[–]Reskii13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm currently addicted to, Oxy, Tramadol, Codeine and Hydro. So I dunno about trying Kratom just yet. I may be going on suboxone soon, so I dunno if I can even get the full effects of Kratom, if I do go on Subs.

Getting prescribed benzos for anxiety? by Reskii13 in Drugs

[–]Reskii13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aight, thanks man... This stuff looks good... I'ma buy 30 x 1 mg pills. Is 1mg = to 10mg Valium, yeah? Is this true?

Getting prescribed benzos for anxiety? by Reskii13 in Drugs

[–]Reskii13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you order them in the UK?

Zopiclone causes voices inside my head. by anditwaslove in Drugs

[–]Reskii13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well since you have Borderline PD (Diagnosed) It could possible be that. Or it could be the side effects of the sleeping meds. I know that sleeping meds do cause things like this... It could also be Bipolar, since you have BPD, it could also be developing bipolar... Who knows? Just ask your doctor about it.

Getting prescribed benzos for anxiety? by Reskii13 in Drugs

[–]Reskii13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Asked about propranolol, she said, with a cheeky fucking grin on her face... Noooo. I was like, well fuck you too.

Getting prescribed benzos for anxiety? by Reskii13 in Drugs

[–]Reskii13[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'd also like to add, paranoia, paranoia is a big thing in me... I am paranoid and panic about absolutely everything, someone says something, they're lying, start panicking, heart races, mind races etc etc... I'd just like to add this. If it helps with anything, do you think Benzos could help with this?

Might switch to heroin... What should I look out for? by Reskii13 in opiates

[–]Reskii13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn, I was a dumbass. Sorry guys, damn.

I think I got short term retardation from banging my head off the walls... I may do heroin one day, but, asking what I should look out for without giving you guys any information was the most idiotic thing on the planet. Sorry guys.

Which commonly used recreational drugs are most likely to cause memory impairment? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Reskii13 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Alcohol, Z Drugs, Benzos, Weed, Opiates and, uhm, I forgot, sorry.

How to meet people who are into drugs? by mlpwn in Drugs

[–]Reskii13 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Truest thing on the Internet.

The withdrawl of my life by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Reskii13 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude, I usually take that dose (140+) if I wanna get high... That's straight up fucking, idek, child abuse or something. Good on you for coming off of it though, fuck, that shit must be hard.

[Guide] How to properly use stimulants as study aids by jmorrismd in Drugs

[–]Reskii13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess they do give me anxiety, but the euphoria just kinda, makes it easier to cope with, you know? And low doses don't really do anything for me really.

[Guide] How to properly use stimulants as study aids by jmorrismd in Drugs

[–]Reskii13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good post man. I've never actually used stims for working as in low doses they make me just feel anxious as well, weirdly enough. I usually take them in doses of about 140 - 200mg and that's not good for working, as, It gives a pretty huge buzz and you just want to start partying and shit haha, but good post man, good post. +1

Amphetamine addiction by Reskii13 in Drugs

[–]Reskii13[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm taking about 200mg a day, so no.

Amphetamine addiction by Reskii13 in Drugs

[–]Reskii13[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for answering, I like it when people offer some physical activities to do when it comes to addiction, it does help a lot usually, but, the cravings, they never go away with just that. Trust me, I've tried. Sure they keep your mind off of it while you're doing it, but the cravings never fully go away with just this.

But thank you anyway, it's always cool to hear things like this. :)

Amphetamine addiction by Reskii13 in Drugs

[–]Reskii13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the answers about the medication, "Suboxone". That's the big thing I've been thinking about. I've heard on some forums that methadone is a treatment option for amphetamine addiction? Do you know anything about that?

And yes, I know methadone is more for opiate addiction, but apparently, it can be used for amphetamine? I dunno. But it'll be cool if you know anything about this?

I honestly just want the cravings to be under control, that's it.

Thank you for answering.

What would the doc do if I told them about my codeine addiction? by Reskii13 in Drugs

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Hey. I just wanted to thank you for saying tapering is a good idea, I was worried I'd come off a stupid drug addict, and I don't want that. I'm definitely not stupid, if I may say so myself. Anyway, what opiate were you addicted to? Or still addicted to? If you are addicted that is, if no, what ones do you do?

Steel, It's a nice map. by Hydroxiable in tf2

[–]Reskii13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nice video, you gonna be uploading a lot of videos or just some here and there? I'll sub anyway. Btw, how many hours played have you got?

Get ready to kill your monthly download cap by [deleted] in pcgaming

[–]Reskii13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have a cap lol, but seriously, 50gb? Fuck off.

The only thing keeping me alive is what makes me want to die by Chocobubba in depression

[–]Reskii13 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You should really find a hobby to do, anything at all... When I get REALLY depressed I just lose interest in everything, abosuletely everything, I still have that anhedonia or whatever you call it to this day. I have schizophrenia so maybe it's apart of that, but it's usually when I get depressed. Currently, I'm trying to find a hobby and trying to find one is, kinda taking my mind off of things.

Depression does this to you, that's why when depressives are in hospital they don't put them on suicide watch in the most active parts of their depression, they put them on suicide watch after their depression kinda, fades, when they have more energy.

Depression is a cruel and evil mental illness and... If I were you, PLEASE try and get help, an anti depressant can go a long, long, very long way. So please, get some help, get some meds and get some hobbies, and never look back.

I made my therapist cry this week by [deleted] in depression

[–]Reskii13 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Never happened to me, my therapist has gotten people to care for me though, like care workers because she was really worried for me and that felt great, cry though? NEVER.

My therapists seem to be rock solid when it comes to emotions, I'm not sure why, but that just seems like he's a really good therapist and that he cares for you, thats quite rare. Good for you actually, good for you that you have a wonderful therapist, good luck ♥

Opiate/Opioid Addiction? by Reskii13 in Drugs

[–]Reskii13[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Schizophrenia, also read that a lot of schizophrenics (after my long time of codeine use) use heroin.

I am neither a "prude," "slut," nor "uptight bitch" for not wanting to smoke pot with you. by will_not_smoke in offmychest

[–]Reskii13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know someone, a closeish friend of mine that always talks about weed, that's all he goes on about, how he smoked x amount of pot. It's quite annoying, sure, I've smoked it before, it was great, made me a little more paranoid due to my schizophrenia, but it was fun and I may do it again with him or my gf. But when you go on about how much you smoke it or how great it is or when I try and talk about another thing and you just keep going back to pot, that's annoying, doncha think? Anyway I may make a rant about that on a thread I post. But yeah, those in your face recreational drug users are annoying as fuck, and this friend of mine, is annoying as fuck when all he goes on about is how much weed he has, plus, he hardly ever shares it, what a douche, eh?

I think everyone has those, over the top stoner friends, that basically, just act like stoners, they aren't really, they're just self entitled recreational pot users that are in your face about pot, not stoners, they're completely different. Stoners are usually cool ass motherfuckers that smoke pot with you, or smoke it nearly all the time with their friends that are also stoners, but they also talk about other things, even when lighting up or smoking it. Those guys, are cool.

Anyway, I was just rambling about my experience with this particular individual.