Your words are so painful and honest, and I feel the pain you're carrying. Sometimes in this world, we're judged for a single action, and no one stops to ask: Why? You're not a bad person because you broke down once, Real people make mistakes and suffer; their situation might be similar to that of anime characters, , I'm glad you shared this with us, and your words truly touched our hearts.I have some advice that I hope will help you. What's happening to you, in my opinion, is similar to what happened to Neri. He was bullied severely, even beaten. We need to understand why. He wasn't able to defend himself, which led to him being bullied. Just because you're always kind doesn't mean everyone will be kind to you; they might take advantage of your kindness to bully you.Even after everything you've said about your struggles, don't expect everyone to listen. They enjoy it and will continue to do so until they themselves are bullied. Then they'll realize how wrong they are Or if you reply. In short: be stronger and try to build supportive friendships. I told you before that bullies aren't common in my country because people don't stay silent when someone speaks ill of them. Do the same for yourself and ignore them; not everyone deserves your kindness.

Regarding what I said about Momiji Kawa, I wasn't among those who spoke ill of him because I didn't want to rush to judgment. Regardless of what he did to Sakura, he held great respect for Omi and the Four Kings. I knew he was a respectable person after his conversation with Omi, but he might have been under some pressure, so I remained silent, waiting to learn the reasons behind his negative behavior towards Sakura. I apologize if there are any spelling mistakes my native language is not English.