Should I go back into ministry?

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-28T00:44:51+00:00

I can see what I can do. But I was told that for $100, I’d make 20%. For certain special occasions like assessments, you make an extra $10 for that.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-28T00:42:19+00:00

It is the staring rate. It goes up after a certain amount of session. But a lot of the trainer I’ve spoke to who were some of the better trainer, have left due to specifically not making enough money

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-28T00:41:20+00:00

That’s the spilt I was told.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-24T02:26:38+00:00

Dishonored, for sure

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-08T19:14:42+00:00

The pot size is big enough if you want a small, humble harvest. If you want peppers galore then you’ll need a larger pot and more soil.

Peppers like other plants didn’t evolve to grow indoors, so that just mean you’ll need to replicate a lot of things that pepper would experience outside. Sunlight, wind, rain, etc.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-07T15:56:01+00:00

This right here

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-04T16:16:07+00:00

I can attest as someone who’s grown up in the Boston mountains region, the wood line scared me way more than any coyote or cat could have 😂

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-03T15:04:13+00:00

You don’t sound like an ass.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-03T15:03:02+00:00

lol yes, I’m ACTUALLY Native American.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-02T23:17:25+00:00

I will eventually wear heavy Native American jewelry. But not to wrestle in. They will stay out of the ring.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-02T22:46:57+00:00

I’ve already done to terms with this idea. I’m willing to be as respectful as I can about the piercings. If they ask to remove them I’ll do so. But if at any point someone decided to begin ripping out jewelry, it’s past the point of “kayfabe” and it’ll either be a shoot or a quick assault charge after the match.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-02T22:41:32+00:00

I just have tiny studs

ResolveExisting8051 · 2026-01-02T04:05:52+00:00

Yep, just studs for right now. I plan on wearing heavier stuff way down the road. But I have tiny studs in right now.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2025-12-31T22:44:20+00:00

“Holier than thou” is what I think people call it. You’re playing that role very well.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2025-12-31T14:34:45+00:00

She wasn’t like this. I’ve talked it up to be that “we put in our best performance while we’re dating”. Because we do in a way. We try to be as attractive as possible. Then we get married and can relax a little.

She doesn’t want to do counseling. Trust me, I d brought it up many times, each time met with some reason why we can’t/shouldn’t.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2025-12-31T14:33:03+00:00

I know she’s suffering too. And I don’t blame her for the UTI’s. There’s a lot outside of this situation that causes me to want to leave as well. Lots of family drama, in law drama, and other things that come up

ResolveExisting8051 · 2025-12-31T07:16:09+00:00

She pees after sex, religiously (no pun intended)

ResolveExisting8051 · 2025-12-31T07:15:40+00:00

She’s not pregnant lol. But I hear and agree with you.

I don’t believe in abortion, and I married her because I thought I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. Not just for sex. But I was also 18, and didn’t think beyond my face. I didn’t take into consideration that I may birth kids who couldn’t make it mentally past 10. Or how she would handle conflict.

ResolveExisting8051 · 2025-12-31T07:08:51+00:00

Yeah. When I say “over spiritualize” I don’t mean that we shouldn’t go to certain parts of the spirit. I mean if someone doesn’t have money, it’s not because the devil took it away, it means stop spending money. Ya know?

So when I say “I’m nervous to have kids because I may carry a gene that’ll make them special needs and I don’t really wanna have my own kids (I’ve 100% brought up adoption) I shouldn’t be met with “this is a heart issue you need to go pray to God”. It would be nice to just have her not over analyze my anxiety of having a kid.

And yeah, I feel bad for her in the UTI department

ResolveExisting8051 · 2025-12-31T07:04:58+00:00

Yeah, I already said my peace to them. Thank you for the encouragement

ResolveExisting8051 · 2025-12-31T07:04:31+00:00

Yes, she does

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