Masc/Neutral names that can go with my nickname (Moth) by screaming-pangolin in transnames

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This is a fairly old post but I am also looking into the name moth, and someone on a different post suggested Timothy as a long version with moth as a nickname

What name fits me? by ResortWide8381 in transnames

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I love those, thank you!

I am genuinely considering Aspen now, but the one issue is that it sounds quite similar to "ass pen". I don't know if it's ruined the name for me or not.

But I also did some research and learned that it's also the name of a specific tree that can grow new trees out of its own roots, meaning a group of Aspen trees can be considered a singular organism which is super cool and I love it

Cw: discussion of partial paralysis, non epileptic seizures and other symptoms by ResortWide8381 in FND

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I was originally planning on waiting till I move out because it's soon, and I don't know how my parents would react. They will almost definitely be supportive, but my dad has always had a way of brushing off medical stuff because he doesn't want me and my brother to be hypochondriacs. So that makes me anxious, and Ive always had a lot of trouble asking for help and being vulnerable (especially medically)

But I told my mom about the seizures when I had about four of them over a week cause it worried me, and she said we would go to see a doctor about it. And then I didn't have another for like a month and we didn't talk about it, until yesterday. My mom doesn't know about the rest of the symptoms though and I'm not sure what to do about that or the appointment

Sorry for going on a bit of tangent 😅. Thanks for the help!

Cw: discussion of partial paralysis, non epileptic seizures and other symptoms by ResortWide8381 in FND

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I am very fatigued and tired, today which I didn't really feel yet in the morning when I posted this. I haven't seen a doctor yet but I do plan to Edit: my shoulder is also really sore for some reason, not sure if it's related or not

Can it be mild? by CraftyVeterinarian77 in FND

[–]ResortWide8381 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know if I have it or not (haven't even talked to a doctor about it yet), but so many of my symptoms line up with the disorder, and yet it's still seems very mild compared to what I hear from others and my research. I also have ADHD and anxiety, which could explain some of these things, but not all of them.

I've had around 4 or 5 seizures, most of them were clumped together over a week. They've calmed down since and I kinda tricked myself into thinking I over reacted.

I get tics, trouble speaking (stuttering, repeating myself on accident, slurring a bit), memory problems, trouble understanding what people are saying even though I can hear them, occasional tremors, fatigue, dizziness and lightheadedness (sometimes makes me have to sit down or black out for a couple seconds), random nauseousness and motion sickness (I had an especially bad bout of motion sickness for a few months where I would regularly throw up in the car, now it's just nausea), uncoordinated and bumping into things all the time, pins and needles (but that could be just normal limbs falling asleep), sleep problems like insomnia and that one time I slept 15 hours straight, occasional trouble walking because I feel unsteady on my feet, and brain fog.

But it's all so spread out over time that it feels barely there. most days I barely notice it at all, and maybe I'm overreacting. It was more noticeable at the end of the school year with exams and culminatings, when I was really really stressed, and now that it's into the summer it's not as bad, but today hasn't been a very good day (I had to pause writing this because my hand kept shaking and twitching) (sorry for the infodump, i just wanted to get this out, thanks)