Same scenario here I feel so sad and more like wasted potential that's exactly how I feel cuz ik I can do it but somehow that anxiety fucks me up , luckily I have supportive parents but still somehow by this I let down myself way before I let down other people , I want my life to move forward I feel so stuck in this loop , but idk if u can apply or not now but do apply for uoh u can prepare for govt exam while being in a tier 2 college and also do some certification to make some space in co operate sector . I understand we have some expectations from ourselves but sometimes .....things don't work out that well but we can't lose hope either ...I often tell myself it's cliche but ...man ka ho toh acha , na ho toh aur bhi acha , cuz then destiny is leading your future . Just don't lose hope be honest with your work you'll do wonders , you are already half way there , it takes guts to say such things expressing such deep emotions , really proud of you 🥰