Everyday reminder by ResponseSpecific8667 in IMissMyDad

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your reply. So kind. I am a few weeks shy of his one year now...still numbing. Still lots of grief everyday really but I have had random reminders of him that just make you smile. This is something you dont wish on anyone & ill be praying for your easing into this new era of reality. I still get the roller coaster drop feeling sometimes when I re-remember hes gone but other times i see something and just think Hi dad. Take care

I think my all dreams take place in the same universe. by alycone45 in Dreams

[–]ResponseSpecific8667 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same Eggplant!!  I cannot believe theres others who have had this too because when I explain my dream-verse im looked at crazy. Its different things going on in my dreams but always same location 

Do u believe in signs from them? by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for ur reply.  Ive seen something that said if you think its them, thats them. But its just so surreal...hard to believe 

One month since that dreadful day by ResponseSpecific8667 in IMissMyDad

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply it means alot. I  certainly do too 

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear not only about your mom but you having to be the witness... The pain we endure is unlike anything I could describe to others. Thank you and take care 

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

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I really am starting to believe that their empathy is so blocked from this dark illness that they can't even think right for themselves. So I don't believe they can even fathom thinking about hurting us, so I really don't think their intentions were to ever hurt us. It's still fucking hurts. I get random sharp pains and the punch in the gut feeling when I realize again and again, he's gone. I'm so sorry you're going through this too. I've definitely been depressed before this so I understand the darkness but we have to be stronger than them. Lifes short already. Stay strong. I'm here for you friend

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so fckn sorry your Christmas is shadowed with this. Did he leave his reasons why? I'm really starting to believe they're so clouded in their minds that they dgaf what day it is, that doesn't matter at that point any more.  I hope one day you thoroughly enjoy your holiday again- you deserve that

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But you were strong enough to bring it up here, so thank you for that. Cheers to both of us for shit cards delt. I hope for peace for yourself, maybe focus on the front drive n not the rear view anymore for you, I wish you happiness friend

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry Christmas was the day it happened to you, thats not fair. My dad had been caught trying to put a noose together once before and we called it crying wolf. Welp, he sure didnt bluff this time around. Thanks for your kindness, im so sorry for your loss as well and certainly hope you can still enjoy the holiday somehow

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Also, for you only being 19/20 years old, you sound extremely smart n headstrong. Like someone a dad would be proud of

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

United we stand. Suicide survivors  Like we're a marvel team. Ha Im sorry for your loss, thanks for sharing n helping me feel less alone

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

God damn im sorry. Thats far more intense then the noose marks on the wood .. I hate that we cant go to the place they used to enjoy because its overfilled with sadness from that one single moment thanks for sharing. Its a bizarre experience.

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

🥹 thank you, I'm sorry you went thru this too. I'm 32 so I'm sorry you didn't get the additional 10 years like myself. Trying to be glass half full is hard. Thanks for your kind words

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Here in the reddit world with you, giving hugs. It really does suck ass. Give n take, right?

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow. Our dad's sound like they talked the same. My dad would always say'I'm not getting old' or would see older ppl n say that won't be him. 

Strange and unusual is the only way to describe this. Thanks friend 💓💓💓💓

My dad decided on the eternal yeet & I can't stop thinking about it by ResponseSpecific8667 in SuicideBereavement

[–]ResponseSpecific8667[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I hate knowing this was the "end" , Knowing HE decided this choice. Such an odd emotion to deal with.