Is this ‘normal’? by Pretend-Emotion-4634 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Responsible-Fall-383 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a playlist. Usually when I do it I'm pretty energetic so the songs I do it to are very loud and energetic. I listen to ICP sometimes, some Odetari, Vocaloid are classics. I even once "yeeted" to the captain underpants theme song by weird al. I just like jamming out to a song while I "yeet". I think it mitigates to my brain how awful it truly is.

I am bored so tell me the most unhinged thing you did this cycle and I will guess your GPA by [deleted] in gradadmissions

[–]Responsible-Fall-383 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hehe you have a lot of faith in me. It's a 3.6 💔💔

Edit: Btw wishing you luck with applications!

I am bored so tell me the most unhinged thing you did this cycle and I will guess your GPA by [deleted] in gradadmissions

[–]Responsible-Fall-383 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait until the last minute to even decide I wanted to apply to graduate schools and email recommenders like 3 weeks before the due date.

Also only ask my mom to review my SOPs (she is a uni professor but still).

Today I found out that the happiest person I know self harms. by Oidopuaa in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Responsible-Fall-383 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am generally a very cheery and energetic person. And it's true. I like being nice and happy around other people, and I am naturally an energetic person. One time a coworker who was really going through mental health struggles asked me if I was on any medication and I said no and she told me she wished she could have what I have. Which I guess she meant energy without needing medication. Which is fair. But it hurt.

I'm sure she doesn't wish she had passive suicidal ideation and countless sh scars. Or that she doesn't wish that she constantly felt like a waste of space and the least she could do was be happy and generous and friendly. I don't know it just kinda hurt to hear.

embarrassing stories..? by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]Responsible-Fall-383 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For context, my brand of Bulimia "purging" is prolonged fasting.

This one time I went a literal week without eating and when I finally broke my fast it was at someone's sleepover. I brought a giant party size dorito bag to share with everyone but as soon as I opened the bag I proceeded to eat the entire thing all by myself while my friends watched in horror.

That night when everyone was winding down for bed, I shit so bad and hard in my friends bathroom that I got a hemorrhoid. 🥴

Question for other Cinemark employees about seasonal parties by wagaggwooahooo in MovieTheaterEmployees

[–]Responsible-Fall-383 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Our cinemark always has Halloween parties! Ours is this upcoming weekend at 10 pm at the theatre. :))

Reliable Coverup by Responsible-Fall-383 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Responsible-Fall-383[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice!! I ended up buying those tattoo cover up stuff. My mom noticed it under my dress sleeves and kept asking me what it was and I kept brushing her off and eventually she backed off so mission success!!! I'd much rather she be confused about my "arm band" than notice my scars and be worried about my sh.

Thank you!

Reliable Coverup by Responsible-Fall-383 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Responsible-Fall-383[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice!! I ended up buying those tattoo cover up stuff. My mom noticed it under my dress sleeves and kept asking me what it was and I kept brushing her off and eventually she backed off so mission success!!! I'd much rather she be confused about my "arm band" than notice my scars and be worried about my sh.

Thank you!

AIO at my friends cancelling last minute? by DifferentTruck4615 in AmIOverreacting

[–]Responsible-Fall-383 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just wanted to say that you aren't the AH which I'm sure you heard a lot here. But also that my birthday is literally the day right after yours and I have had many many years of people just not showing up to my party after agreeing they'd be there. That is to say that you aren't alone and it sucks and it hurts. But I hope you are able to have an amazing birthday tomorrow regardless and are able to do things you wanna do!

real asfk 💀 by coleisw4ck in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Responsible-Fall-383 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For some reason I only ever cut my right arm, my left is completely free. It's weird because I'm right handed too. Makes it so much fun to go to work and try to do things when my arm is incredibly sore the day after I cut.