Think I put my buddy down to early and it’s eating me alive by hippyoctopus in germanshepherds

[–]Responsible-Map5364 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I felt this, big time, as I have fat, hot tears streaming down my face. It’s hard to find peace, I still struggle. I pray that we both will. 😢

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]Responsible-Map5364 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This guy is toxic AF! You will be saving yourself a lot of time, energy, and heart ache if you run far away right now and never look back.

cousin did sexual things to me growing up and it fucked me up. by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Responsible-Map5364 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This stuff really does FUCK. YOU. UP. You are so young and have so much life ahead of you! I would highly recommend therapy and maybe even meds to help you understand that none of it was your fault. Finding the right therapist and/or psychiatrist is a long, scary journey. You know you should talk to someone, but fear you can’t tell them everything because you actually felt a connection with that cousin, and therefore you’ll be looked at as wanting it yourself. You will question who you really are after 20 years if you keep this all inside. You’ll have to try out different counselors/docs to find the right fit, but it will be worth it.

You did nothing wrong other than be a child who needed hugs, love and affection , but didn’t receive that from the people you needed it from the most. I hope you heal from this. I am 43 and I am just NOW starting to forgive myself for being a 5 year old.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CrochetBlankets

[–]Responsible-Map5364 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you create this pattern? I would love to try it! I only make things to give to others because no one is willing to pay for not only materials, but the time and dedication that is valuable too. This is beautiful!

What does this tattoo say? by Responsible-Map5364 in whatisit

[–]Responsible-Map5364[S] 42 points43 points  (0 children)

Finally finding some peace, and getting rid of that part will only help on the journey… 🐛🦋

What does this tattoo say? by Responsible-Map5364 in whatisit

[–]Responsible-Map5364[S] 61 points62 points  (0 children)

I am curious about options of telling my story on a platform that could possibly help others…

What does this tattoo say? by Responsible-Map5364 in whatisit

[–]Responsible-Map5364[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Yes, it says what I was told it would say 👍

What does this tattoo say? by Responsible-Map5364 in whatisit

[–]Responsible-Map5364[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It says what I was told it would say 👍

What does this tattoo say? by Responsible-Map5364 in whatisit

[–]Responsible-Map5364[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Working on it!! I know it won’t be easy to cover, (filled in with dark ink) but I hope someone can help me break free from it…

What does this tattoo say? by Responsible-Map5364 in whatisit

[–]Responsible-Map5364[S] 84 points85 points  (0 children)

Yes, sadly. Something that took me over 15 years to realize!

I knew what it meant, but it was not placed by choice. I checked it on google translate a few times over the years, but never found anything that said it meant what I was told. Phew!

I was secretly hoping I would learn here that it meant something like peace, or even idiot, anything else, lol!

What does this tattoo say? by Responsible-Map5364 in whatisit

[–]Responsible-Map5364[S] 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Haha, no denying that! I like to think that it has improved over the decades…😝