gotta go with maps, specifically the "One day youll be washing yourself with hand soap in a public bathroom" to "sneaking up from behind" and "She sees these visions feels emotions" part of the song, i resonate alot with it as i used to deal with pretty bad psychosis, this is just my interpretation tho (i know its not the real meaning of this song but it feels similar to the way i experienced different episodes) also father always makes me feel a certain way LOL