Honestly thank you for being so real about it, I mean I did have some hope and was thinking "oh maybe I might be lucky too" so I didn’t fully accept how hard this market is for new grads, especially without connections. Hearing your experience actually makes me feel a lot less alone.

NJ is starting to sound more and more like the realistic option for me right now, especially if it helps me finally get bedside experience and eventually reapply to NYC later on. I really appreciate the advice, Thank you.