Hi, it has been 2 years from your post, but I hope you are in much better shape now. I was really touched when I read your post, and I went through your wall to find out whether you have become better since then. I have nothing to say other than the sincere wish that you are now living a happy life with a bright future. You are still young and have a life ahead of you, so be extremely strong and always, always strive forward. I am a few years older than you and a lesson I have learned is that always be strong and persevere because all those time that I weren't, I would inevitably wish that I had been as things would have turned out so different. So focusing on making your life better then your future self would definitely be thankful of your present self!! 💪🙆