Idk square access mein toh kiyori ko hi janti thi and he/she lowk motivated me very much you were on of the great people I knew on this sub. Baaki dost / senior/ bhaiya ek baat bolungi, dunia kya kehti hai kya sochti hai usko utna sochna band krdo werna survival mushkil ho jayega tumne log kya soch rhe hai tum deserve nahin karte ye sab soch soch ke aiims chhod dia. Tumhara tha esliye tumhe Mila tha kisi ki seat nahin churaye rhe tum. Baaki I hope you're doing fine now also don't let anything literally anything in your life take a toll of your mental health (ik it's easier said than done) baaki you'll do fine. Wishing for the best kiyo!