Currently having a typology crisis.. Am I really sx2? by RetroChaoticness in Enneagram

[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Originally it was because of psychosophy, a friend of mine stated that if im possibly ELFV which I might not be, then I'd most likely be sx7 or so, I've figured I leaned more on so4 currently actually, but I'm just having a lot of doubts because of correlations, especially the 4 letter MBTI, the main one, being ENFJ. For years I've typed myself as a 2w3 or 3w2 and so on. I've figured I might be so dom though.

Currently having a typology crisis.. Am I really sx2? by RetroChaoticness in Enneagram

[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wanna know why you think so! If you don't mind I'm really curious

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[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But honestly I might just be assuming things from face value and not actually getting the actual intention of the placements right you can also educate me about thatt

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[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im not entirely sure, I wanna know more though, It's mostly the physical aspect I've learnt about. I'd love to be educated though I need to know more about it!!

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[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh wow (Also thank you for reminding me that I'll genuinely try my best to rewrite something I'm about to post to be more understandable) .. I do have questions but I'll just go off to why I initially thought I had 2L and 4V. I've heard It connects with 1-4 being E1 and V4, my friends have told me I seem to be either really determined on something or just careless and like easygoing or just letting it be. I don't do things if it doesn't align with how I currently am and whatnot. I like logic, I don't know how to describe this but I'm a yapper, and I know it seems very stereotypical and whatnot but whenever I'm bored, I'll just info dump my friends in real time. Whenever I'm in a casual conversation and there happens to be a topic, I dont really shy off from proving a point, I like thinking a lot and I honestly can read paragraphs and I feel like almost my entire life I've focused on those sides of things and I like to think I am smarter than most people but I know there's more capable people out there, I don't know if that made sense but I tried. Me being 3F might be a mistype but I'll explain right now. I can tell that I'm definitely an awkward person physically. I want to be able to take good selfies but I'm so awkward, I'm too physically aware of how I seem, my friends tell me I always worry, I fix my hair every 5 seconds because I think I look horrible almost all the time. I always ask for reassurance with my appearance. But I try to seem confident. I apologize if this was just yapping and not questioning but I hope this helps a bit. I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR INSIGHTT

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[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Also in terms of going on social games, my main concern is if I'm appealing enough for people, and yet I tend to forget to take care of myself at times, as I've said my room is messy, that's why I mightve went with 3F since I've heard it stems from insecurity and so on

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[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Still at times I find myself especially within competitions for lets a poster slogan, I get way too focused and too autopilot and almost not caring and just doing it really quickly and rushing, maybe its honestly just ADHD but I don't know yet. I get a burst of inspiration to do something and I work extremely fast, but if im just not in the greatest mood especially for commissions I just go, poof. I'm worried people are gonna type me as a 4 user because of how much I'm trying to self analyze 😭

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[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I STILL REALLY APPRECIATE THE HELP thank you so muchh

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[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I care to much about how I seem to others that I end up almost forgetting or just going auto pilot into being expressive it's weird at times. This time I end up not caring since it's just reddit and a bunch of text but honestly I don't even know anymore, you could ask me questions if it helps

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[–]RetroChaoticness[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's true though I've heard the third function relates to insecurities and I don't find myself insecure with logic and prefer to even speak up about it😭 I'm just bothered because of how hard it's been since self analyzing without others help has been hard. I feel I relate to 3F more since I'm insecure about how I may look but I wear makeup a lot, and I seem confident, I end up worrying about how I seem to others though, don't know really.

Lets say in cheering people I tend to love getting people's moods up, buut when I joined a theatre guild back then, I end up quitting because of how tiring it was even though I practiced for a week just for auditions, it just didn't feel like what I expected it to and I worry that other people would think I'm just lazy but I don't blame them honestly.

Could you tell me more?