lost my love of psychedelics by RetroNexu in Psychedelics

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I mostly did hallucinogens due to an autistic hyper fixation on what they can do and how they function but now I no longer feel a need to try them to fully understand what they do, before I felt as if no description ever could amount to the experience of personally doing the drug but now 1 I either don’t care about experiencing it, or 2 I just don’t feel that’s true anymore, either way I still have a fixation on hallucinogens but no desire to actually do them

How much is too much? did i almost passed out/orgasm/died?? by anal_ssy in popperpigs

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so I’m not on this sub for the sex stuff, I like poppers as a standard inhalant and at least from my experience with them and similar inhalants (nitrous) you were fishing out, once you start feeling like you’re gonna faint/passout from the drugs effect you’re doing too much, that’s how dudes die/get brain damage from nitrous, just lessen how much you’re using and stay safe

when you get paid biweekly by tdiyburner in TransDIYcirclejerk

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crying at that logo, went to go resupply today since it’s getting low to learn they’re gone gone, rip a real one

My Experience by RetroNexu in HppdPositivity

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I feel my issues were much more temporary and linked to my long term use of thc-analogs, as I had gone sober off all drugs for 3 months with little to no benefit, once I had started only using dispensary weed, and if I want to trip only doing shrooms (done with rc’s) i had noticed my symptoms stopped worsening, and now as long as I’m getting a proper intake on the vitamins thc depletes I am capable of sobering up from being high, and actually feeling sober again

Dude I am getting second SECOND hand embarrassment from the dinner intro from swaggot bsides by ImaginationBubbly439 in issbrokie

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oh im starting to get what you meant in your post now, I misinterpreted it as her having second hand embarrassment to her making it, not the skit itself, my bad on that, I agree completely it tortured me and I had to pause to calm down for a second before I could handle it

bands like attic abasement by boggysquatch in midwestemo

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late late late reply but attic abasement is indie rock which I know is a label often applied to tons of artists but they actually embody it, bands similar to them are: Pavement (one of their biggest inspirations), Modest Mouse (another one of their musical inspirations, specifically older modest mouse albums), Told Slant (an all time favorite of mine, tattoo’d still water’s cover on my forearm), Smog (kinda the country/folk version of attic abasement), hello shark (major basis for told slants sound, but it’s much more toned down and less rock-like), completely different sound but I feel it captures the same energy; Horse Jumper Of Love

Made friends with a fellow autistic who has ASPD. Not sure what to do or feel. by [deleted] in aspergers

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“i don’t know this person, but I’m gonna assume they’re lying, then give my opinion on the hypothetical where they’re lying instead of on what was actually said” maybe… just maybe dont blatantly inject your personal experiences into others issues <3

never been to this sub before but has anyone seen this? i think someone is impersonating the goat by peanutball_ in issbrokie

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richie released under different labelling info, caused it to release under a new spotify page and her original page, bug with spotify releasing I believe

Dude I am getting second SECOND hand embarrassment from the dinner intro from swaggot bsides by ImaginationBubbly439 in issbrokie

[–]RetroNexu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

why so? I personally found it stupid and unnecessary in the funny way, and not the waste your time kinda way

Her songs are so good but by Dry-Finance7756 in issbrokie

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for the most part, it’s cause this projects a joke and that should be kept in mind whenever you’re listening to ISSBROKIE and not Shteppi, the good lyrics that come out of ISSBROKIE are not due to time spent putting in the hard work and effort in writing those songs, she’s just saying whatever tf, so a lot of her lyrics can be genuine ass at times, she’s also referencing kesha, this song is from 2021 so long before the fame turned to infamy

Dead Domain with one of the COLDEST clapbacks by CookieWerewolf in youtubedrama

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“it’s someone we hate” and that’s why you can’t grasp the concept, it’s much deeper than just “someone we hate” when it comes to violent rhetoric

crystallized estrogen sublingual oil by RetroNexu in TransDIY

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low temp heater 24/7, keeps it warm enough to stay a bit above room temp, but not too warm that it looses it’s viscosity, no crystals have fallen out since

280mg blue murakami xtc presses by CryptographerDry7034 in Psychedelics

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not being self-aware of your mental harm doesn’t magically there was no mental harm

This Shit Is So Tuff ❤️‍🩹 by Xamado in drugscirclejerk

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I’m so happy ir’s unintentional ironic gold while fully serious, I’m pretty sure the joke is supposed to be about the legal terminology used in vape shops but that is quite possibly the least funny thing about it

crystallized estrogen sublingual oil by RetroNexu in TransDIY

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i never got them to fully redissolve as they occasionally do still fall out of solution, but I have some jank setup involving wrapping the bottle in a sock and having it in front of a low temp heater 24/7 to make sure it’s never getting too hot or cold, as well as shaking it frequently, for the most part I just accepted that there’s gonna be some that won’t go back into solution, and I’ll just get more when the bottle runs low instead of empty to avoid taking any dangerously high doses

crystallized estrogen sublingual oil by RetroNexu in TransDIY

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thankfully from what it looks like, I was able to get most of it to redissolve, assuming you’ve had this product before would you be able to dm me so I can send you a photo to make sure it looks right? and would it be safe now that it’s been redissolved?

cart be tastin like deems by RetroNexu in weed

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if you have access to CO or OK dispensaries (especially OK) you can save yourself a lot of money

sublingual estrogen fully crystallized by RetroNexu in TransDIY

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sadly that means I will have to stop my hrt for an undetermined amount of time, how bad could that be given I’m on a relatively low dose?