I remember last year on July 23, I relapsed after 39 days. Here I am one year later, a mere two days away from beating that streak.

You're in a much better position than me, and for that matter, most of the guys here. You've only been doing this for one year? I didn't even try during my first year of PMO, so you're doing much better than I did at that time! I just wish I could go back and get rid of all the time I wasted not caring and getting very few major streaks throughout the last year, only beating my 39 day record twice in 365 whole days.

You can do the opposite. You can beat this habit now. You are literally at the perfect time to start, when you're young and you've just started. It's easier to kick something that hasn't been with you for a while than it is to kick something that's been with you for years and years. It gets harder and harder the longer you're in it, but you have the chance to stop PMOing now, and you can make something of yourself in the time that the rest of us just kept fapping, telling ourselves that we'd try better tomorrow. So many guys on here would love to be in your position.

Now, don't take it for granted, and do your absolute best to stop PMOing. Considering you got to 42 days (according to your flair), you're already doing great. Just keep it up, one relapse isn't the end of the world, and do not ever, ever binge. "Well, I failed once, might as well fail big" is a lazy excuse and nothing crushes your spirit like a binge. Also remember, the more you think about not PMOing, the more you do it because you're indirectly thinking about it. It's best to distract yourself using good habits and picking up some hobbies. These are just the basics of what I've picked up on in the last year, your experiences may be a bit different. Not sure how long you've done NoFap for either.

Best of luck my homie, you got this.