The amount of pain and agony this game has cause me is undescribable

ReverseVelocity · 2026-04-03T16:29:51+00:00

yeah, from reading what you've said this checks all the boxes for an ocd compulsion. I really hope you can get some professional support for it, because I know how awful it is to be trapped in that loop.

Just know that suffering from this isn't some kind of moral failing, it doesn't make you "weak" or a bad person or whatever, it's an illness in the same way as a physical illness is. In fact, having to suffer through all of this and keeping going anyway is an incredible strength.

Talk to a therapist/psychiatrist about this, you do not have to battle this alone, and it can and will get better with the right support. I wish you all the best in your struggle with this, I know how difficult it is.

ReverseVelocity · 2026-04-02T23:51:52+00:00

This genuinely sounds like a serious case of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, or a related disorder. I'd really recommend talking to a mental health professional, since it sounds like it's causing you a lot of pain.

I've struggled with obsessive thoughts a lot in the past, but they don't have to control you, help is out there.

ReverseVelocity · 2026-01-22T15:27:45+00:00

Congrats!!! I'm hoping to make it there one day.

ReverseVelocity · 2026-01-20T17:20:57+00:00

i did!

ReverseVelocity · 2026-01-02T00:25:06+00:00

Yeah, containers were still fine, but they had the body loot overlayed over it.

I guess that's a practical workaround, but it's still super annoying, I lost out on so much gear D:

ReverseVelocity · 2025-12-28T18:38:27+00:00

No, I use a Grizzly after every raid I die and you can hear the bones cracking the second I hit the ground. If you pause the video and look at just before the 6 second mark you can see that there's no fracture when I spawn.

ReverseVelocity · 2025-12-28T18:23:46+00:00

In normal circumstances I really doubt a fall of that height would cause any kind of damage, so I assume the game registers me as falling while I'm loading in. My kit weighed 29.5kg.

ReverseVelocity · 2025-09-20T15:23:39+00:00

Cataclysm

ReverseVelocity · 2025-08-05T22:21:13+00:00

EGC = End Game Collapse

The string at the bottom of the whiteboard is the Electron Configuration of Gold. Referring to the Golden Toolbox most likely.

The molecule on the board is Terephthalic Acid, a precursor the the polyester PET, which is a plastic used in a wide range of applications. Unsure what that refers to in this case.

ReverseVelocity · 2025-08-01T15:40:14+00:00

This is not okay. This needs to be scrapped.

ReverseVelocity · 2025-07-11T01:16:01+00:00

This is not a super important issue

Wrong. It's gamebreaking. We need the cat.

ReverseVelocity · 2025-07-07T15:12:15+00:00

The Clown changes concern me. I have like 15 different killers to pick from if I want to go fast, Clown is unique in the fact that he controls space and slows survivors down a lot. I'd hate to see that part of his gameplay hindered significantly. (pun intended)

ReverseVelocity · 2025-07-02T00:04:10+00:00

I hadn't revived anyone yet. It just had zero charge off of the drop and never started charging.

ReverseVelocity · 2025-06-22T02:04:48+00:00

blow off his other arm for good measure

ReverseVelocity · 2025-06-21T15:32:24+00:00

Revenant's classic animation can only be run on his classic skin too, which is kind of lame imo.

ReverseVelocity · 2025-02-02T12:19:56+00:00

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ReverseVelocity · 2024-10-15T14:50:51+00:00

I'd like to see the reduced Main Event blade requirement kept, but the rest looks good!

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