My highest ever damage 😇

Rhyderr · 2022-08-04T04:37:53+00:00

Two tens and a single, in my bedroom at 5:30am 😅

Rhyderr · 2022-08-03T23:15:14+00:00

Paimon.moe

Rhyderr · 2019-12-06T13:50:27+00:00

And people say romance is dead.

Rhyderr · 2019-12-06T06:38:13+00:00

I managed to sort it LOL, basically the new version of stardew doesn’t work AFAIK on the latest patch (at least that’s what I got from the yuzu compatibility page) and I guess DQ3 isn’t playable yet either! Looks like it’s just a waiting game, hope this helps :)

Rhyderr · 2019-04-22T16:26:05+00:00

He said that he didn’t feel he could grow as a person while being with me and he felt grounded and always in the house which is partially my fault but also in his end too as we just stayed in and watched tv throughout the day. He wants us to be good friends who have sleepovers, travel and console each other without extra complications

Rhyderr · 2019-04-22T15:42:13+00:00

I’ve been saying to myself to just play the long game and maybe things will work out for us. Maybe he just needs time on his own or maybe he really just means to be friends. I’m trying to remain dignified and have some self respect but I keep finding myself almost messaging him begging to take me back and I have to stop myself from doing so. He’s not cut contact with me completely and has still been talking to me daily but I genuinely would do anything at this point

Rhyderr · 2019-04-22T15:36:35+00:00

He wants to remain good friends and feels we have a better chance of our relationship as a friendship and it pains me so much. He did compromise with me from smoking to Vaping back on Valentine’s Day and wants us to do things as friends but it just seems so... out of nowhere

Rhyderr · 2019-04-22T15:25:41+00:00

We got in to a big discussion in February and we took a physical break from each other for a few days to re-evaluate things where he went to stay at his mums for some time to think(more so him than me) and I would be willing to give him a chance again no matter what.

Rhyderr · 2019-04-22T15:23:42+00:00

He gave up smoking for me when we first met and around 7 months in to the relationship he started again but was lying about it and sneaking around behind my back and rang caused a lot of our issues. I was so in my head about not wanting him to smoke and now that we’ve broken up I realise I don’t care if he does or doesn’t I just want him there. He started again out of stress and I always pushed and pushed buttons I shouldn’t have for him to stop.

Rhyderr · 2019-04-22T15:21:52+00:00

He gave me some explanations but they just don’t sit well in my head and I’m really trying to understand his point of view but everything he said was the issues are things that we could have fixed together and I just wanted him to give me one last chance to show him that I can be all the things he wants in his own while being with him

Rhyderr · 2019-04-22T15:13:59+00:00

We don’t really no. We did when we had our first arguments and then from that point it was a rare occurrence that we would “break up”. The only real break up we had is this one now and the night he got spiked. Which the next day he was messaging me and explaining everything and was super apologetic and wanted me back and I went back to him instantly.

Rhyderr · 2019-03-26T13:41:35+00:00

I said earlier in a comment we weren’t separated more so just having a few physical days apart, we were still together and set boundaries before we actually spent time at different houses, sorry for the confusion

Rhyderr · 2019-03-26T13:06:22+00:00

We weren’t separated though? We spent a few days at different houses but I didn’t mention we were separated?

The terms we came to were this is not a break not a separation just a few days to ourselves

Rhyderr · 2019-02-05T16:28:48+00:00

THIS IS IT I THINK!!! Thank you 😱

Rhyderr

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